follow, occasional drug test, and regular payments. He discussed a service where I could work so that the hours I had would count towards my probation since they were so long. I figured what the hell the less drama the better. I would have never guessed he would have signed me over to a church…a church of all places. Pastor Wallace and I walked into the sanctuary. Just looking at all those crosses and Jesus pictures already had me sweating in fear. “Thank you…Pastor…I’m happy to be here.” I said nervously eying all the nearby crosses jumping out at me. Pastor Wallace must have picked up on my discomfort and laughed. “Brother Derrick I’m here to help you, not throw you into the hell fire.” I nodded and smiled but still kept a safe distance. I had heard of Pastor Wallace around the way, my grandmother attended his church when she could and brought me along with her in my younger years. He was of medium brown skin, height, weight and had salty colored balding hair. Pastor Wallace was a funny old man who wore the most elaborate suits every Sunday…and I mean elaborate, neon green, hot pink, lemon yellow, I could go on and on. “Well Pastor…” I said still eying all of the crosses. “I’m not sure what I’m supposed to be doing here?” I said confusingly. My probation officer didn’t really go into great detail explaining my position nor did he care to either. I was told to just show up and they would explain the rest when I got there. So I put on a white tank shirt, some jeans, my work boots and came on down. The pastor cleared his throat and nodded. “Well brother Derrick I have gathered up some much needed workers here today… to help fix up the sanctuary and expand it on … build it up...create more space to teach God’s word.” I looked at him puzzled, not knowing whether he was talking to me or practicing his preaching for Sunday. He continued to talk. “ Now your Grandmother tells me that you pretty good with your hands “Yeah I can fix a few things.” “ That’s good to know, I figured you wouldn’t mind helping out with the church…during your time of probation.” He said looking away from me throwing a little shade my way. I just shook it off ready to go ahead and get to work. “So where is the crew?” I asked looking around. “Oh they are all out back… come on and let me introduce you.” I followed him past the kitchen into the back yard. I saw an assembly of young guys armed with work gloves and boards. They all looked so young; I didn’t know whether this was a work crew or a nursery. “ What’s going on Pastor?” one of them asked glancing at me. Pastor Wallace put a hand on my shoulder and smiled. “Everybody this is Brother Derrick and he’s going to be joining the team on rebuilding the church…so come on over and welcome him.” They all rose to their feet and came to greet me. “What’s up man I’m Clay.” He said shaking my hand. He stood about 6’2, strongly built with dark skin…I noticed a gang sign tattooed on his right forearm but decided against asking about it. He pointed out the other guys to me…some more young cats who looked fresh out the joint and were trying to avoid going back. “Brother Derrick, Brother Clay here will give you the low down about what you’ll be doing from now on… I’m going to be getting on out ya’ll way cause Pastor can’t fix a piece of paper with tape or super glue…don’t work too hard ya hear?” They all laughed as he exited the back but I glanced around the building seeing everything that needed to be done. I saw some old wood on the roof that looked like it could fall in at any moment, the paint around the outside of the building was thinning, and a much needed floor plan would be necessary to expand the church ground along with some costly material. It wasn’t as bad as the Pastor was making it sound but it did need some work. Clay noticed me scoping out the area and chuckled. “Yeah man