belong inside of you,” he rasps, as he enters me with a groan. I let out a breath of relief. Things are perfect when he is inside of me. He leans down and takes my lips in his again as his body begins to slowly thrust inside of me, running over every inch of me, turning me into liquid. His teeth pull at my lips and my hands move to his skull. I wrap myself tighter around him, pushing myself deeper until it’s painful, until his thrusts hurt. “I need you deeper, Pax,” I mumble through my breaths.
He holds onto my hips and pushes deeper inside of me. I cry out with the pain and he pulls back. “Don’t, Pax. I need you all the way inside of me.”
“I’m hurting you, Jessa,” he rasps and his voice sounds crazed.
“No, Pax. Please.”
He pushes back into me and a groan escapes his mouth and I unintentionally bite down on his lip to keep from screaming. His thrust become wider and deeper and it feels so good. Sounds escape my body. Screams and moans and cries.
I keep kissing him, I keep pulling his mouth deeper inside of my own. Every inch of my body is clamping down on him, clinging to him, trying to hold onto him. He leans into me, covering me completely and telling me words through his moans. I can’t distinguish them but they are full of pain and longing and I need him closer. With each thrust of his body I push myself into him. When his mo uth pulls back for breath I pull him closer. When his body pushes off of mine to gain leverage I hold him closer. Right now, I cannot get close enough.
“I’m losing it, beso,” he moans.
“I’m there, Pax,” I tell him as the waves start to cover my body. “Stay close to me. Don’t leave me.”
“Fuck,” he moans pushing harder, growling with the pain that he is trying to hold onto.
I let it all go then, release my own pain with a moan until I fall into the utopia of my orgasm. Even when it’s gone, when the last shutter has left my body, I’m still crying into his mouth, desperate for more of him.
Pax moves slower and eventually stops. “Jesus, beso,” he says, his head falling to my chest. “That was intense. What the fuck?”
I feel the same way, but I can’t speak. I feel t he tears pressing down again but I’m not gonna cry because he will know. He will know what’s happening inside of my heart.
He lifts his head and stares down at me, his gray eyes full of intensity. His wet lips parted. “What was that?”
I reach my hand up and run it over his beautiful face. “What do you mean?”
He cocks his head and narrows his eyes. “What’s going on with you?”
“Stop, Pax. Nothing’s going on with me.”
“Don’t lie to me, kid. What’s going on in that head of yours?”
Shit. “We fought last night, Pax. It was just all of that being released. It’s okay. It’s just us, okay?”
“You’re here with me?”
“Yeah, baby. Don’t worry. I love you.”
“Forever. You’re going to love me forever.”
“Yeah, Pax. Forever.”
“Why don’t I believe you?”
“We’re good, Pax. Don’t be afraid.”
He closes his eyes for a moment and then pulls out of me with a low moan. He lays down on his back and wraps me up in his arm. “I don’t like this, Jessa. Something’s wrong. I need you to tell me. I need to know that we’re good.”
“I don’t know what to say to you, Pax. I love you. I’m never going to stop loving you – no matter what you do. I can’t stop loving you. I will never be able to leave you.”
“You wish that wasn’t true. You want to be able to stop loving me? You want to be able to leave me?”
“Yeah,” I admit. “When you leave me I want to be able to let you go. But I won’t. I never will.”
“You have to stop this shit now, beso. It’s not right. What you’re doing to us isn’t right.”
“I’m going to go home for the week. Back to River Bluff.”
Before I have a chance to take a breath he’s got me flipped over, my body on top of his. “What?”
“Don’t flip out,
He holds onto my hips and pushes deeper inside of me. I cry out with the pain and he pulls back. “Don’t, Pax. I need you all the way inside of me.”
“I’m hurting you, Jessa,” he rasps and his voice sounds crazed.
“No, Pax. Please.”
He pushes back into me and a groan escapes his mouth and I unintentionally bite down on his lip to keep from screaming. His thrust become wider and deeper and it feels so good. Sounds escape my body. Screams and moans and cries.
I keep kissing him, I keep pulling his mouth deeper inside of my own. Every inch of my body is clamping down on him, clinging to him, trying to hold onto him. He leans into me, covering me completely and telling me words through his moans. I can’t distinguish them but they are full of pain and longing and I need him closer. With each thrust of his body I push myself into him. When his mo uth pulls back for breath I pull him closer. When his body pushes off of mine to gain leverage I hold him closer. Right now, I cannot get close enough.
“I’m losing it, beso,” he moans.
“I’m there, Pax,” I tell him as the waves start to cover my body. “Stay close to me. Don’t leave me.”
“Fuck,” he moans pushing harder, growling with the pain that he is trying to hold onto.
I let it all go then, release my own pain with a moan until I fall into the utopia of my orgasm. Even when it’s gone, when the last shutter has left my body, I’m still crying into his mouth, desperate for more of him.
Pax moves slower and eventually stops. “Jesus, beso,” he says, his head falling to my chest. “That was intense. What the fuck?”
I feel the same way, but I can’t speak. I feel t he tears pressing down again but I’m not gonna cry because he will know. He will know what’s happening inside of my heart.
He lifts his head and stares down at me, his gray eyes full of intensity. His wet lips parted. “What was that?”
I reach my hand up and run it over his beautiful face. “What do you mean?”
He cocks his head and narrows his eyes. “What’s going on with you?”
“Stop, Pax. Nothing’s going on with me.”
“Don’t lie to me, kid. What’s going on in that head of yours?”
Shit. “We fought last night, Pax. It was just all of that being released. It’s okay. It’s just us, okay?”
“You’re here with me?”
“Yeah, baby. Don’t worry. I love you.”
“Forever. You’re going to love me forever.”
“Yeah, Pax. Forever.”
“Why don’t I believe you?”
“We’re good, Pax. Don’t be afraid.”
He closes his eyes for a moment and then pulls out of me with a low moan. He lays down on his back and wraps me up in his arm. “I don’t like this, Jessa. Something’s wrong. I need you to tell me. I need to know that we’re good.”
“I don’t know what to say to you, Pax. I love you. I’m never going to stop loving you – no matter what you do. I can’t stop loving you. I will never be able to leave you.”
“You wish that wasn’t true. You want to be able to stop loving me? You want to be able to leave me?”
“Yeah,” I admit. “When you leave me I want to be able to let you go. But I won’t. I never will.”
“You have to stop this shit now, beso. It’s not right. What you’re doing to us isn’t right.”
“I’m going to go home for the week. Back to River Bluff.”
Before I have a chance to take a breath he’s got me flipped over, my body on top of his. “What?”
“Don’t flip out,
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