weâre used to about40 kids in the whole school, and there are nearly 400 at Geraldton.â
I have to say I was a bit excited too. It felt like a big step, as though I was actually starting to grow up. I was starting to think Mr Squires might have been right after all, but then something happened that pulled me right back down to earth again.
It was Garyâs birthday, and I was at his place for the night along with the boys in our class. We were lying around on sleeping bags in his old shed, and we had pizzas and cool drinks and a stack of DVDs. Weâd already watched two, but they were pretty stupid.
âHave you got The Hunger Games ?â I asked.
âNah,â said Gary, squinting at me with his good eye. âWish I did.â
âIâve got it,â I said. âIâll nick home and grab it.â I was already halfway out the door. Katy wasnât home that night eitherâsheâd gone over to stay at her friendâs placeâbut Mum would be able to let me in. I jogged slower as I got close to home. Bugger, she must be out. There were no lights on anywhere, but Reidâs car was in the drive. They must be there unless theyâd gone out somewhere closeâmaybe to Mrs Brockmanâs.
I walked up the side of the house in the darkness and tried the back door. Yahoo! It wasnât locked, so I opened it, ducked into my room and grabbed the DVD.
As I was feeling my way out the back door again after Iâd flicked off the light, I froze. Mumâs laugh came high and clear from her room. A manâs laugh, low and gruff, chimed in with hers. There was no light under the door. His laugh. Mumâs room. Within a heartbeat, it was all clear. I wasnât stupid. I knew what was going on.
I moved as quietly as I could, and once I was safely outside, I leant against the back wall and slid down till I was sitting on the ground. My heart was hammering, my thoughts were whirling around and my stomach was churning.
As I calmed down, one part of my brain was telling me, Well, what did you expect? Dadâs gone, Ray Reidâs here all the time, they go out every weekend, and they like each otherâso what? and while I knew this was all very sensible, that thought was soon pushed away by a rage of disgust that had no words at all.
I got to my feet and walked slowly to Garyâs. Surprised, the boys swivelled their heads and looked at me as I came through the shed door.
âJeez, Luca, whereâve you been? We thought you must have decided to stop home or you got into trouble with your mum or something.â
âNo, I just took ages to find the DVD. Letâs watch it now.â
They all chorused agreement, and I handed the disc to Gary. A few boys wriggled over, and I settled down amongst the chip wrappers, the empty cans and the smell of pizza to watch the movie. I donât think I saw any of it. I was too busy with my own sickening movie running through my head.
Ray Reid was still there when I got home in the late morning the next day. He was stretched out on the veranda in Dadâs cane chair with his big, bare feet on a stool. Mum was near him, and they were drinking coffee as they read bits of the Sunday paper. Mum looked up as I came through the gate. âGood party, love?â
I nodded curtly and kept walking towards the door to go inside, but her voice stopped me.
âLuca, could you just come and sit here for a minute, please?â
I frowned, dropped my bag loudly on the step and sat down on the edge of the veranda. As I did, Katy came wandering around from the back yard, munching an apple. Mum turned.
âKaty. Good. Sit down for a sec.â
Katy finished the apple, even the core, leaving just the woody bit at the top like I always did, flicked it into a bush, plonked down beside me and leant back on the veranda post.
âWhatâs up, Mum?â she said, licking her fingers.
âNothingâs up,â Mum said,