Waiting

Waiting by Ha Jin

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Authors: Ha Jin
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wanted to suck his nipple. Shuyu smiled and said, "Silly girl."
    "She's almost four," he said. "You should stop breast-feeding her, shouldn't you?"
    "Mother's milk keeps a baby healthy, you know." She took his bowl and refilled it with pumpkin porridge. "Have some more," she said.
    "Does Hua often mention me when I'm away?"
    "Yes, of course. Sometimes she says, 'I miss daddy.' It's the blood tie, she doesn't know you that well."
    He turned to his daughter. "Did you really miss me?"
    "Yeah."
    "Can you show how you missed me?"
    The baby placed both hands on her stomach, saying, "Miss you here."
    He laughed, then tears came to his eyes. He held his daughter up, set her on his lap, and moved her bowl closer so that she could reach it. Before she could go on eating, he smacked a kiss on her chafed face and then wiped her nose clean with a piece of straw paper.
    Though Shuyu and Lin slept in different rooms at night, he enjoyed being at home, especially playing with his daughter. He liked the home-cooked food, most of which was fresh and tasty. The multigrain porridge, into which Shuyu always urged him to put some brown sugar though she wouldn't take any herself, was so soft and delicious that he could eat three bowls at a meal without feeling stuffed. The eggs sauteed with leeks or scallions would make his belches redolent of the dish even hours later. The steamed string beans seasoned with sesame oil and mashed garlic gave him a feeling of ease and freedom, because he would never dare touch such a homely dish in the hospital for fear of garlicky breath. What is more, it was so relaxing to be with his family. There was no reveille, and he didn't have to rise at 5:30 for morning exercises. When their black rooster announced daybreak, Lin would wake up, then go back to sleep again. The morning snooze was the sweetest to him. He had been home four days already. If only he could stay for a whole month.
    His brother-in-law Bensheng came that evening and asked whether Lin could lend him some money. He was a scrawny man in his mid-twenties and he had just gotten married; the wedding had cost him eighteen hundred yuan and thrown him deeply into debt. As if burdened with thoughts, he sat at the edge of the brick bed, chain-smoking. His deep-set eyes flickered nervously, and his mustache spread like a tiny swallow. From time to time he expelled a resounding belch.
    While the two men talked, Shuyu sewed a cloth sole with an awl and a piece of jute thread. She didn't say a word, but kept glaring at her brother.
    "Why do you need money so badly?" Lin asked Bensheng. His daughter was on his back, her arms around his neck.
    "I got in trouble at the marketplace and was fined." Two tentacles of smoke dangled under Bensheng's nose.
    "What happened?"
    "Bad luck."
    "How bad is it?"
    "Come on, elder brother, don't ask so many questions. If you have money, help me!"
    Seeing him so anxious, Lin put down Hua, stood up, and went into the inner room where his wallet was. "Serves you right," he heard his wife say to her brother.
    He returned with five ten-yuan bills and handed them to his brother-in-law. "I can only lend you fifty."
    "Thanks, thanks. " Without looking at the money, Bensheng put it into his pants pocket. "I'll pay it back to Shuyu, all right?"
    "That's fine." On second thought Lin said, "How about this: you keep the money, but you'll help us thatch our roof this fall when you have time?"
    "That's a deal. I'll do it."
    "Make sure you use fresh wheat stalks. "
    "Of course I will."
    Bensheng left with his blue duck-billed cap askew on his head, whistling the tune of the folk song "A Little Cowherd Gets Married." Lin was pleased with the arrangement; these days he had been wondering how to get the roof thatched. Although his brother-in-law wasn't always reliable, Lin was certain he would do the job properly. Bensheng had just become the accountant of the production brigade and could easily get fresh wheat stalks.
    After his brother-in-law was out

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