practically hear him chiding,
Ainât no reason to keep pretending yer a boy.
He throws back his drink, then turns away from me, sliding the empty glass forward for a refill. I shove out the saloon without a backwards glance.
Itâs later than I expected. The sunâs set, but a bit of light still stains the horizon. The lantern hanging from the parlor eaves is already lit and glowing scarlet.
Silverâs waiting not far to my right with her reins wrapped round the hitching post. She stamps a hoof, tosses her head. Suddenly, not even the sight of her makes me feel better, âcus alls I can see is Jesse tracking her for me. Finding her. Bringing her back.
Whyâs he gotta be so honorable? If he were more like Will, heâd be easier to hate. But somehow I like Will just fine and canât stand Jesse.
Goddamn mess of a hunt. And now I canât even cut loose till morning.
I look at the darkening sky and curse under my breath. I hope Jesse drinks so much whiskey, he passes out. If I gotta see him squinting again when I get back, judging and glowering, Iâm gonna go mad.
I stomp down the street, jiggling my fingers by my thighs like I can shake the prickling emotions outta my body. I pass a string of saloons and a bank, then finally find a general store looking like it could rival Goldwaters. Hancockâs, according to the paint on the facade. The ownerâs closing soon, and heâs sure to tell me it the moment I step through the doorway.
I shop quick, gathering up more cured meat, matches, ammo, and anything else I think I might need heading into the mountains come dawn. Then I dally on the general storeâs porch, groceries between my feet and back pressed âgainst the wall. The last bit of light leaks from the sky. A few less-than-respectable-looking characters start wandering the streets, heading for the various saloons. I ainât ready to return to the parlor. Ifân I stand here long enough, Jesse might be asleep when I get back. Maybe I can creep in extra late and sneak out come first light without so much as facing him.
It dawns on me that I donât know where weâre staying for the night. Evelynâll need her room. There were only so many couches on the main floor, and I reckon theyâll be full of patrons. I should prolly see if thereâs a hotel round.
As I stoop to grab my groceries, two long coats drift by.
â. . . shouldnât be stopping here,â one manâs saying.
âYou know the boss man. Heâs got a weakness for cards,â the second replies. I go rigid on the porch. ââSides, heâs only playing a few hands, and didnât Hank say the sheriffâs gone on business till tomorrow?â
I strain my hearing, but theyâs already moved outta earshot, so I follow âem, being sure to keep back a good distance. They walk fearless, like predators on the prowl. Finally, they head into the Tiger Saloon. Itâs a big place, two stories high. I hurry nearer, and sure enough, thereâs their horses. Seven of âem. Waiting calm as ever at the hitching post, a rose burned into each saddle.
On the other side of the swinging doors I can hear music and rowdy men. Shouts and bets and a few girls carrying a tune. Howâs it folks in a town as small as Walnut Grove knew âbout Waylan Rose, and here people donât seem to notice the demons they got stomping down their own streets?
Could be they
do
know and are too scared to do nothing âbout it without the sheriff round. It ainât one man theyâre up âgainst, but a whole gang.
Or, could be Rose and his boys ainât been recognized. When Iâs a kid, we had an outlaw squatting in Prescott a few weeks and not a soul noticed. There were wanted posters hung on every other town building too. Problem was, the illustration werenât very goodâhe were drawn too young and thinâand with the outlaw going by a
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