Maggie, when I saw the things that we could do when it was over. When youâre at war you think about a better life; when youâre at peace you think about a more comfortable one. Iâve lost it. I feel sick and tired.
MRS. ANTROBUS:
Listen! The babyâs crying.
I hear Gladys talking. Probably sheâs quieting Henry again. George, while Gladys and I were living hereâlike moles, like rats, and when we were at our witsâ end to save the babyâs lifeâthe only thought we clung to was that you were going to bring something good out of this suffering. In the night, in the dark, weâd whisper about it, starving and sick.âOh, George, youâll have to get it back again. Think! What else kept us alive all these years? Even now, itâs not comfort we want. We can suffer whateverâs necessary; only give us back that promise.
Enter SABINA with a lighted lamp. She is dressed as in Act I.
SABINA:
Mrs. Antrobus . . .
MRS. ANTROBUS:
Yes, Sabina?
SABINA:
Will you need me?
MRS. ANTROBUS:
No, Sabina, you can go to bed.
SABINA:
Mrs. Antrobus, if itâs all right with you, Iâd like to go to the bonfire and celebrate seeing the warâs over. And, Mrs. Antrobus, theyâve opened the Gem Movie Theatre and theyâre giving away a hand-painted soup tureen to every lady, and I thought one of us ought to go.
ANTROBUS:
Well, Sabina, I havenât any money. I havenât seen any money for quite a while.
SABINA:
Oh, you donât need money. Theyâre taking anything you can give them. And I have some . . . some . . . Mrs. Antrobus, promise you wonât tell anyone. Itâs a little against the law. But Iâll give you some, too.
ANTROBUS:
What is it?
SABINA:
Iâll give you some, too. Yesterday I picked up a lot of . . . of beef-cubes!
MRS. ANTROBUS turns and says calmly:
MRS. ANTROBUS:
But, Sabina, you know you ought to give that in to the Center downtown. They know who needs them most.
SABINA:
Outburst.
Mrs. Antrobus, I didnât make this war. I didnât ask for it. And, in my opinion, after anybodyâs gone through what weâve gone through, they have a right to grab what they can find. Youâre a very nice man, Mr. Antrobus, but youâd have got on better in the world if youâd realized that dog-eat-dog was the rule in the beginning and always will be. And most of all now.
In tears.
Oh, the worldâs an awful place, and you know it is. I used to think something could be done about it; but I know better now. I hate it. I hate it.
She comes forward slowly and brings six cubes from the bag.
All right. All right. You can have them.
ANTROBUS:
Thank you, Sabina.
SABINA:
Can I have . . . can I have one to go to the movies?
ANTROBUS in silence gives her one.
Thank you.
ANTROBUS:
Good night, Sabina.
SABINA:
Mr. Antrobus, donât mind what I say. Iâm just an ordinary girl, you know what I mean, Iâm just an ordinary girl. But youâre a bright man, youâre a very bright man, and of course you invented the alphabet and the wheel, and, my God, a lot of things . . . and if youâve got any other plans, my God, donât let me upset them. Only every now and then Iâve got to go to the movies. I mean my nerves canât stand it. But if you have any ideas about improving the crazy old world, Iâm really with you. I really am. Because itâs . . . itâs . . . Good night.
She goes out. ANTROBUS starts laughing softly with exhilaration.
ANTROBUS:
Now I remember what three things always went together when I was able to see things most clearly: three things. Three things:
He points to where SABINA has gone out.
The voice of the people in their confusion and their need. And the thought of you and the children and this house. And . . . Maggie! I didnât dare ask you: my books! They havenât been lost, have they?
MRS. ANTROBUS:
No. There are some of them right here. Kind
Marie Sexton
Belinda Rapley
Melanie Harlow
Tigertalez
Maria Monroe
Kate Kelly, Peggy Ramundo
Camilla Grebe, Åsa Träff
Madeleine L'Engle
Nicole Hart
Crissy Smith