The Love of a Good Woman by Alice Munro

She had told her mother about this in perfect certainty that she had seen it. She said, “Oneof her fronts was stuck in Daddy’s mouth.” She did not know the word for breasts, though she did know they came in pairs.
    Her mother said, “Now, Enid. What are you talking about? What on earth is a front?”
    “Like an ice-cream cone,” Enid said.
    And she saw it that way, exactly. She could see it that way still. The biscuit-colored cone with its mound of vanilla ice cream squashed against the woman’s chest and the wrong end sticking into her father’s mouth.
    Her mother then did a very unexpected thing. She undid her own dress and took out a dull-skinned object that flopped over her hand. “Like this?” she said.
    Enid said no. “An ice-cream cone,” she said.
    “Then that was a dream,” her mother said. “Dreams are sometimes downright silly. Don’t tell Daddy about it. It’s too silly.”
    Enid did not believe her mother right away, but in a year or so she saw that such an explanation had to be right, because ice-cream cones did not ever arrange themselves in that way on ladies’ chests and they were never so big. When she was older still she realized that the hat must have come from some picture.
    Lies.
    S HE hadn’t asked him yet, she hadn’t spoken. Nothing yet committed her to asking. It was still
before.
Mr. Willens had still driven himself into Jutland Pond, on purpose or by accident. Everybody still believed that, and as far as Rupert was concerned Enid believed it, too. And as long as that was so, this room and this house and her life held a different possibility, an entirely different possibility from the one she had been living with (or glorying in—however you wanted to put it) for the last few days. The different possibility was coming closer to her, and all she needed todo was to keep quiet and let it come. Through her silence, her collaboration in a silence, what benefits could bloom. For others, and for herself.
    This was what most people knew. A simple thing that it had taken her so long to understand. This was how to keep the world habitable.
    She had started to weep. Not with grief but with an onslaught of relief that she had not known she was looking for. Now she looked into Rupert’s face and saw that his eyes were bloodshot and the skin around them puckered and dried out, as if he had been weeping, too.
    He said, “She wasn’t lucky in her life.”
    Enid excused herself and went to get her handkerchief, which was in her purse on the table. She was embarrassed now that she had dressed herself up in readiness for such a melodramatic fate.
    “I don’t know what I was thinking of,” she said. “I can’t walk down to the river in these shoes.”
    Rupert shut the door of the front room.
    “If you want to go we can still go,” he said. “There ought to be a pair of rubber boots would fit you somewhere.”
    Not hers, Enid hoped. No. Hers would be too small.
    Rupert opened a bin in the woodshed, just outside the kitchen door. Enid had never looked into that bin. She had thought it contained firewood, which she had certainly had no need of that summer. Rupert lifted out several single rubber boots and even snow boots, trying to find a pair.
    “These look like they might do,” he said. “They maybe were Mother’s. Or even mine before my feet got full size.”
    He pulled out something that looked like a piece of a tent, then, by a broken strap, an old school satchel.
    “Forgot all the stuff that was in here,” he said, letting these things fall back and throwing the unusable boots on top of them.He dropped the lid and gave a private, grieved, and formal-sounding sigh.
    A house like this, lived in by one family for so long a time, and neglected for the past several years, would have plenty of bins, drawers, shelves, suitcases, trunks, crawl spaces full of things that it would be up to Enid to sort out, saving and labelling some, restoring some to use, sending others by the boxload