was right to jeer back that no way was she going to live
for
three years carrying him, paying all the bills, and she hadn't passed
an exam since school and Wayne who managed the estate agent's drove
a
fifth-hand Porsche and had never passed an exam in his life .. . Maybe
.. . The baby should have helped, but it hadn't. The baby, Tom,
should
have bonded them. The baby had cut out her money ... It was Penn's
belief that a husband should provide. A father should go to work,
a
mother should stay home with a baby. Old-fashioned Penn, boring
Penn,
and he'd said that no way was she going back to work with a minder
to
watch his baby .. . She'd told him, full of tears, that she hadn't
listened to him, had gone back with the pram to the estate agent's,
made it as far as the plate-glass window with the bright photographs
of
properties, and seen Wayne bending over the new girl, and a hand on
the
shoulder of the new girl's blouse, and she'd turned around and pushed
the pram back to the maisonette. And the day after that he had gone
to
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those he thought he believed in, on the high floors of Gower Street,
and requested the chance to work on General Intelligence Group ..
. and
been betrayed. He lay in the bed. From the street below he sensed
the
burgeoning quiet of the night of a foreign city .. . but it had been
Dome's place and Dome's war. The ant column had found his hand, a
barrier, and busily crossed it. He could feel their unstoppable
progress, and he did not dare to move his hand to shake them off.
He
felt as if he was dead .. . Ham didn't reckon he could have run another
yard, crawled another foot, climbed another inch. The tree line had
been the first target and the rock escarpment had been the second,
and
the final aim had been to reach, running, crawling, climbing, the
summit of the escarpment. He felt as if he was dead ... he would
have
been dead if they had had a good dog, or if they had had organization
and discipline. He could see them from where he lay. They were
below,
quartering the field that was beyond the escarpment, down from the
tree
line of spring-green birches. Ham could hear their shouts and the
whistle blasts, but they had no dogs. It was because of the wounded
that they had broken off the pace of the search. It was the wounded
that had saved him and the three others who had stampeded with him
away
from the ambush. The light caught the grass of the field, and the
sun
feathered down through the upper trees and dappled onto the summit
of
the rock escarpment. They had been hit at first light when the grey
smear was settling on the fields and the trees. They had been caught,
bunched and too close, on a track that, if the intelligence had been
accurate, would have brought them to the rear side of the artillery
position. If the ambush had been done properly, as an ambush was
taught at Aldershot or out on the ranges above Brecon, then there
would
have been no survivors, but the ambush had been crap and there hadn't
been fire control, and they had made it out and running. All of them
running, and hearing the shouting and the chaotic chase behind them,
and they had hit the open ground of the field without warning. Shit,
bloody bad luck, the open field. It was there that the two of them
had
been shot. And he had run, too fucking right, and the others who
hadn't been shot had run. Looking down, through the thin early
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foliage, Ham saw the line that advanced, crouching then scurrying,
towards the two wounded men. The ants came on across his hand, and
he
would not move his hand and he would not twist his head. He whispered
from the side of his mouth, as if he thought he hazarded his hiding
place should his lips move. "Move once, you bastards, move once at all, and I'll break your goddamn necks." He could hear the three
of
them behind him, all trying to suppress the panting, all sobered by
the
ambush and by the charge out and by the climb onto
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