son. Come in. Mickey, is it? Ahâll make a cuppa tea. Weâre just finished. Gus comes every Saturday fur his dinner. Then Ah know heâs gettinâ at least wan good meal in the week. Ah donât know why he canny stay here aâ thegither. But thatâs the young yins nowadays.â
âAh know whit ye mean,â Mickey Ballater said.
âMa. Donât bother wiâ tea. Weâre on our way somewhere. We were passinâ anâ we jist came in to settle an argument. Ah told âim ma brotherâs a genius. He would know.â
Gus realised that his brother was improvising desperately, didnât know what to say next. Hook Hawkins noticed that the doorway to the balcony was open and continued talking.
âLook, weâll noâ disturb ma Daâs telly. Weâll nip out on the balcony. Okay, Gus?â
He went out onto the balcony, followed by Mickey Ballater.
âFair view, innit?â he said.
âNoâ bad at all.â
Gus put down his book slowly. He looked at his mother and couldnât be sure whether her expression was what she really felt or a determined cover-up. It seemed to suggest her older son was an awful wag. Gus crossed and stepped out onto the balcony.
Three was a crowd out there. It was thirteen storeys up and Mickey Ballater seemed impressed.
âNever seen the Gorbals from this high up. Seen it from doon there, right enough. Surprised how wee it is. When Ah wis in among it, Ah thought it went on forever. Ah suppose this is progress, eh?â
Gus said nothing. Half of his head was still dealing with Aimé Césaireâs Return to my Native Land . He hadnât worked out how he came to be standing on the balcony of his parentsâ house with his brother and another heavy. He was waiting to catch up with events.
âGus,â Hook said. âMickey wants to ask you about Tony.â
âTony who?â
âCome on, Gus. Tony Veitch.â
âTony Veitch? Whatâs this about?â
âTony Veitch,â Mickey said.
âWhatâs he to you?â
âMoney,â Mickey said. âThatâs what he is. Just money.â
âWhat do you mean?â
âHe owes me money.â
âTony owes you money?â
âAhâve come a long way,â Mickey said. âItâs gettinâ to feel longer. Ah didnât do it for nothinâ. He owes me money.â
Gus saw his father still watching television, his mother clearing up. The programme was an old film on BBC2, a grey actor talking nonsense to a grey actress listening nonsensically. It was the kind of film about which the clever Sunday papers would find something clever to say, like âa delicate sense of periodâ or âsurvives in spite of itselfâ. It was just crap, a lot of people making what money they could in the way they knew best.
Gus felt angry. Why was his father watching it? He had had a life more harrowing than any of their melodramas. And he hadnât once seen what had happened to him shown on that screen. Gus saw his parents in cameo, peripheral to this moment, peripheral to their own sons, frozen into decoration. He resented it. His anger spilled over.
âWhatâs this about?â he said to his brother.
âMickeyâs just askinâ a question,â Hook said. âWhereâs Tony Veitch?â
âNaw.â Gus was staring at his brother. âWhatâs this about?â
âWhereâs Tony Veitch?â Mickey said.
Gus didnât look at him.
âIâm talking to my brother,â he said. âWhatâs this about?â
âGus,â Hook Hawkins said. âPeople are lookinâ for Tony.â
Gus looked at his parents a moment.
âWhy donât you organise gang-fights in the kitchen?â he said. âYou bring a hoodlum to ma mammyâs house?â
âListen,â Mickey said.
âNaw. You listen.â Gus Hawkins
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