change?â
He closed the locker and turned, to find her staring at him in disbelief. âIâm saying I have to change.â It wasnât easy to let those words out.
âTomâ¦youâve built a career and destroyed itâ¦because you refuse to change.â
âItâs not destroyed,â he snapped.
âWell, itâs pretty damned close, if you have to hide out for six months.â
He made a touché mark in the air with his index finger.
âWe are what we are.â Reggie folded her arms. It looked as if she was about to start tapping her foot. âIâm not going to pretend to be something else to get what I want. And neither should you, because thatâs what got us in trouble the last time.â
He rubbed his forehead as if trying to massage away a headache before saying with exaggerated patience, âI was not pretending to be something I wasnât. I was figuring out who I was. I was twenty-three years old.â
âDid you want to cater?â
âI had my doubts,â he admitted.
âDid you talk to me about them?â
âI was working through them.â
âThen had a chance to escape, and took it.â
âIt was an opportunity. And yeah. I took it. Did I miss you? Yes.â
âDid you come back? No.â
âWell, Iâm back now, Reggie. And Iâm staying for a while.â He could see from her expression that she either didnât believe him or she didnât want to believe him. âYou honestly have no faith in me at all, do you?â
âYou havenât inspired a lot of faith lately. In anyone.â
âWhy in the hell did you sleep with me all these years later, if Iâm such a loser?â
She lifted her eyes and met his gaze. âTo prove to myself I was over you. To see if I could walk away with no regrets. Just like you did.â
It took him a few seconds to find his voice. âThat was the only reason?â
She didnât even flinch. âYes.â
âDid it work?â he growled.
She put a hand to her belly. âNext time Iâm coming up with a better plan.â
CHAPTER SEVEN
She was a liar. Such a bald-faced liar.
Reggie stopped her car at the intersection of the alley and the street and made a conscious effort to look both ways. Twice.
Yes, sheâd slept with Tom to prove a point. No, that wasnât the only reason. Her reasoning had been complicated and flawed, and had involved telling herself a couple big lies. Like that she was over him. She might no longer be in love with him as sheâd once been, but it seemed as though sheâd never really be free of feeling things for him. Even if she wasnât pregnant.
Now he was here in her kitchenâthanks to those lies sheâd told herselfâand she was going to have to do something other than make him chop vegetables and do grunt work.
She was losing hope that, after they spent some time together, the tension between them would ease and they would fall into a working relationship. She was wielding control with an iron fist and was afraid to stop, and he was doing as told and resenting every second. She was just as uncomfortable and defensive now as she had been the very first morning heâd showed up for work.
Something had to give, and she was afraid that if she wasnât careful, it would be her.
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T OM DROVE HIS RENTAL CAR TO the hotel and searched for the closest parking space. The lot was jammed, being a Saturday night, and he knew from the previous night that it was probably going to be another loud one. Lots of parties and noise in the halls, but he wasnât in a party mood right now.
Running into Reggie in San Francisco had been unexpected and interesting. Sheâd changed, become more confident, more assertiveâalthough she hadnât been a slouch when theyâd been together. Sheâd invited him for drinks the first night; heâd asked her to dinner the
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