in her direction, she felt her breath catch in a throat clogged with unexpected fear.
The men noticed none of this. They peppered her with questions, showing their new respectful interest.
âWere you at Le Havre?â
âMy brother made it out on a minesweeper the last day.â
âWhat were the beaches like?â
âWere you afraid?â
Caught off guard, she could think of nothing to say as her heart raced, and sweat washed cold over her back despite the warmth in the room. She stumbled, the cups and saucers on the trolley rattling dangerously. A glass wobbled and fell.
A hand caught it before it hit the ground. âEasy or young Newsome will be wearing his tea.â
She looked up to find Flight Lieutenant Lambert, concern etched upon his strong, handsome face.
âWhat are you doing here?â
âOne of my fliers is recovering from rheumatic fever.â He continued to regard her with unspoken curiosity as he placed the glass back upon her tray. âGlad I was nearby to avert a disaster.â
âIt was an empty glass, not a hand grenade.â
âYou wouldnât know it by the way you looked as it fell.â
She shook off her memories and turned to the young soldier with a forced smile. âDid you ask me if I was afraid? My greatest fear was fending off a shipload of homesick soldiers with only a tongue depressor.â
The young man laughed, and the moment passed on smoothly. She completed her round of the salon with no further trouble. Only in the corridor, away from the eyes of the men, did she slump against the wall, hands fast under her ribs to slow her frantic heartbeat.
âMiss Trenowyth? Are you all right?â
Tony Lambert again. Couldnât he see she wanted to be left alone?
âIâm fine. Why do you ask?â She straightened, adjusting her apron, touching her veil as if assuring its crispness.
âBecause youâre pale as chalk and look as if youâve seen a ghost. Did the men upset you with all that war talk?â
âDo you really think I canât take hearing about the war without falling to pieces? I wouldnât be much of a nurse if that were the case.â
âBut sometimes the talk stirs memories weâd rather keep buried.â
âI have nothing to bury.â
âNo? I served at an airfield in Poix. The stories I could tell about the evacuations would turn your hair white.â
âI donât need to hear your stories. I have my own.â She cleared her throat. âIf youâll excuse me, I have patients to see to.â
As she crossed the hall to return to the main ward, she felt his gaze tickling her spine like a blade. âRemember what we talked about? Donât let another chance pass you by, Anna Trenowyth,â he called after her. âIn these times, thereâs no guarantee it will come your way again.â
âYouâre awfully brash.â
âNo, just very mortal.â
It took a closed door and a gruff order from Sister Murphy before she let out the breath sheâd been holding.
But it took until the very end of her shift before she stopped hearing his words over and over in her head.
S aturday night. A rare evening off. Anna sat cross-legged on her bunk with emery board and polish at the ready. Not all the hand cream in the world could put right the damage done by constant scrubbing in hot water, but at least her nails would be tidy.
Sheâd just finished writing to Mrs. Willits, whoâd been true to her word and kept in touch. Anna welcomed the weekly letters from Cardiff, filled with the trials and tribulations of ration coupons and overzealous AR wardens. She usually answered with colorful tales of hospital life and her fruitless attempts at befriending her aunt and cousin, though Tony Lambertâs name seemed to crop up in this latest letter more than sheâd intended.
Anna chose to ignore what that might mean. She wasnât cut out
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