can work out the best way to fix things.” I burst out into a hysterical laugh that quickly turns into a heart wretching sob. This makes me angry because deep down I know that I shouldn’t feel like this about someone I have known less than a month.
“Blaine, I have fallen hard and fast for Josh. I thought that he had feelings for me but it turns out that I was nothing but a potential fuck.” I say the last part using my two index fingers indicating that those where his words.
“Did he say those words?” Blaine seems to be angered from what I have just said and I suddenly want to take back what I said.
“Look Blaine just forget about it, you don’t have to be concerned about me. I’m nothing to you guys all I am is Sophie the fashion stylist to you boys. As soon as this tour is over, our association will be over too. I’m just a stupid little girl to think that perhaps me and Josh may have had the chance at a shot of something more.”
“Look Sophie I don’t know what exactly has gone on between you two but the way he looks at you every time you walk into the room speaks for itself. His eyes light up and the stupid dick can’t stop grinning. I think you should start at the beginning and tell me how it all led to this, and what got you into such a state. Your pretty face is all blotchy, I much prefer pretty Sophie.” That gets my first genuine smile of the morning.
I take a deep breath and get ready to tell the story. No doubt it will have me crying again by the end of it.
“Well, I think everyone knows that Josh and I are attracted to one another. I have been rejecting his advances up until last night. I felt I had to maintain some kind of professionalism whilst we are living and working together. I thought it was the best thing for all concerned.”
“For what it’s worth Sophie, we all noticed that Josh wanted you but we all thought he was acting very different around you. Yes, he wanted you but it wasn’t like how he was when he was aiming to fuck a groupie.” Blaine rubs his temples as though he is totally confused by the whole situation.
“Well of course he is going to have acted differently Blaine. He can get whatever he wants from a groupie but I was making it very difficult for him.”
Those groupies are the bain of my life. Jumped up little skanks! Okay, Okay I’m jealous; there I have admitted it to myself.
“Watch out Sophie you almost sounded jealous there.” Blaine said with a cocky little grin on his face.
“Maybe a little, Blaine.”
“Okay Sophie so I want to know exactly what went down last night. Come on spill.” Well I had better get this over and done with.
“I was in the tub last night and in walks Josh to apparently take a slash. He offers to do something nice for me so I let him wash my hair, it was really lovely. He was very gentle and caring and not at all like the bad boy he has led me to believe exists. I think that’s why I was willing to give into my emotions and desires.
We got quite hot and heavy and he lifted me out of the tub and placed me back on the floor. For the first time we kissed and Blaine, no word of a lie it was simply heart stopping. The passion in it had me turning into a puddle. He felt it too I know he did so when we finally pulled away from each other I thought that we would take the next step and sleep with one another. That wasn’t to be though.
He wrapped me in my gown and just walked right out of the bathroom, he left me feeling empty and very hurt.” The story still has me wanting to cry like a banshee. It hurts my heart to see his face walk away from me.
“Sophie I really don’t understand why he would do that. I know you are different to him. It just doesn’t make any sense. So where does him saying you were just a potential fuck come in to it?” Poor Blaine looks completely clueless, it’s cute.
“Blaine I ran into him this morning and he simply said to me that, what happened between us will never happen again. What did
“Blaine, I have fallen hard and fast for Josh. I thought that he had feelings for me but it turns out that I was nothing but a potential fuck.” I say the last part using my two index fingers indicating that those where his words.
“Did he say those words?” Blaine seems to be angered from what I have just said and I suddenly want to take back what I said.
“Look Blaine just forget about it, you don’t have to be concerned about me. I’m nothing to you guys all I am is Sophie the fashion stylist to you boys. As soon as this tour is over, our association will be over too. I’m just a stupid little girl to think that perhaps me and Josh may have had the chance at a shot of something more.”
“Look Sophie I don’t know what exactly has gone on between you two but the way he looks at you every time you walk into the room speaks for itself. His eyes light up and the stupid dick can’t stop grinning. I think you should start at the beginning and tell me how it all led to this, and what got you into such a state. Your pretty face is all blotchy, I much prefer pretty Sophie.” That gets my first genuine smile of the morning.
I take a deep breath and get ready to tell the story. No doubt it will have me crying again by the end of it.
“Well, I think everyone knows that Josh and I are attracted to one another. I have been rejecting his advances up until last night. I felt I had to maintain some kind of professionalism whilst we are living and working together. I thought it was the best thing for all concerned.”
“For what it’s worth Sophie, we all noticed that Josh wanted you but we all thought he was acting very different around you. Yes, he wanted you but it wasn’t like how he was when he was aiming to fuck a groupie.” Blaine rubs his temples as though he is totally confused by the whole situation.
“Well of course he is going to have acted differently Blaine. He can get whatever he wants from a groupie but I was making it very difficult for him.”
Those groupies are the bain of my life. Jumped up little skanks! Okay, Okay I’m jealous; there I have admitted it to myself.
“Watch out Sophie you almost sounded jealous there.” Blaine said with a cocky little grin on his face.
“Maybe a little, Blaine.”
“Okay Sophie so I want to know exactly what went down last night. Come on spill.” Well I had better get this over and done with.
“I was in the tub last night and in walks Josh to apparently take a slash. He offers to do something nice for me so I let him wash my hair, it was really lovely. He was very gentle and caring and not at all like the bad boy he has led me to believe exists. I think that’s why I was willing to give into my emotions and desires.
We got quite hot and heavy and he lifted me out of the tub and placed me back on the floor. For the first time we kissed and Blaine, no word of a lie it was simply heart stopping. The passion in it had me turning into a puddle. He felt it too I know he did so when we finally pulled away from each other I thought that we would take the next step and sleep with one another. That wasn’t to be though.
He wrapped me in my gown and just walked right out of the bathroom, he left me feeling empty and very hurt.” The story still has me wanting to cry like a banshee. It hurts my heart to see his face walk away from me.
“Sophie I really don’t understand why he would do that. I know you are different to him. It just doesn’t make any sense. So where does him saying you were just a potential fuck come in to it?” Poor Blaine looks completely clueless, it’s cute.
“Blaine I ran into him this morning and he simply said to me that, what happened between us will never happen again. What did
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