book of maps and inventions
, I thought.
Waste of paper.
But I knew Bon was trying to hide something the moment I walked back into our room. He hunched over his bedspread, scrunching the covers into an awkward handful.
âWhat are you doing?â I demanded. âWhat have you got?â
âNothing.â
âLiar,â I replied, and pulled the bedspread from his grasp. I was stronger than he was, and the covers came half off the bed, spilling the hidden contents onto the floor. Just as before, they were figures from my medieval castle. âYou thief!â I shouted.
Mom was in the doorway. âWhatâs going on?â she asked.
âHim,â I said, scowling at Bon. âHeâs been sneaking around my room at home again. Heâs taken things without asking.â
âThose?â Mom asked, pointing at the figures â the same white horse and the same knight with the blue crested flag that Bon had taken two years ago. There was another knight as well this time â and the princess with her conical hat and long red gown. âDid you take those without asking, Bon?â
âYes,â I answered, because Bon, looking guiltily at Mom, said nothing.
Mom glared at me a moment and then looked back at Bon. âIâm asking you a question, Bon. Whatâs the answer?â
âIf Iâd asked,â Bon replied, âKieran would have said no.â
Mom sighed, and then lectured Bon about not helping himself to things that werenât his. âAnd now that youâve got them, Iâd like you to say something to Kieran.â
Bon looked up quickly. âIâm sorry,â he said to me.
I scowled back at him.
After a pause, he asked, âBut can I borrow them? Just till we go home?â
In the dark after bedtime, I hissed, âYou take my things without asking, and you barge in on our family vacation. I wish you werenât my cousin and I wish I didnât know you.â I heaved a long, angry breath, and then waited in silence, wondering if Bon would reply or not. Keeping still, I realized I could hear him whispering to himself, the way Iâd heard him do at home. It went on for a long time, until I interrupted. âSay it out loud to me. I dare you.â
The whispering stopped, and for a moment there was silence.
Then Bon said in a quiet voice, âIâm sorry about being here. But my mom canât look after me. Itâs too hard for her.â
I wasnât sure how to reply to that. His answer unsettled me in a way I couldnât quite explain, so instead I listened as his breathing slowed into the steady softness that told me he was sleeping.
For the rest of that week, I did my best to avoid wherever Bon would be, which was easy at least some of the time. He didnât come fishing with me and Dad anymore, preferring to stay with Mom and the girls, exploring the rock pools or walking around the beachside shops. Once or twice, I walked into our bedroom to find Bon kneeling with his drawing book at the foot of his bed. He had the bedspread bunched up and my medieval figures arranged across the folds. I pretended not to be interested, but I realized what he was seeing and drawing when I stopped in the doorway to look more carefully. The folds of the bedspread were a landscape of hills and valleys that the knights on horseback were traveling across. On a distant hilltop, the princess in her gown and cape waited and watched.
I waited until Bon was outside in the motel swimming pool before quickly searching his overnight bag and pulling out his maps and inventions book. Soon enough, I found the page heâd been working on, and there was the bedspread landscape as a story picture, together with a paragraph scrawled underneath in Bonâs messy handwriting.
Bon the Crusader and Kieran the Brave have journeyed to the oceanâs edge. Back at the village, Julia the Fair is preparing for her own journey.
I read it twice,
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