because all the teachers had said how well I was doing. They had said my work was very good. Several teachers had said I was doing far too much work, and that I didn’t have to do as much. That doesn’t help because they didn’t say how I could do less, or what I could leave out. I asked mum if the geography teacher had said he would start to give me proper marks. She said he didn’t mark that way, and preferred to make comments on work. I asked if he had explained what the difference was between ‘Good’ and ‘Very Good’. She said I shouldn’t worry about that because the geography teacher was very pleased with all of my work. I knew all of that before she went to the parent’s evening. I still don’t know what was missing from my second piece of work though. I asked her what the maths teacher had said about showing the working out. He had said I would lose marks in exams if I didn’t do it. I asked mum if she had said it wasn’t fair. She had, but he had said that was just the way it was. The biology teacher did say he would move the rat out of the classroom. The P.E. teacher said I must keep trying different strokes.
***** Angela's Diary This is déjà vu. I must be losing my mind. I spend all my days worrying about how Jamie is doing at school, but when I speak to his teachers, they describe him as the perfect pupil. They could have been reading from the same script as the headmaster. Perhaps it’s a conspiracy to make me think I have lost my mind. They all appeared to be sincere. They were full of praise for Jamie. They said he was a well behaved, quiet boy. Without exception they all said his work was excellent. Even in the lessons where there had been problems, the teachers were still very positive. The biology teacher explained he had given Jamie a number of warnings because he wasn’t paying attention. He had made Jamie switch seats, but Jamie still didn’t pay attention, so the teacher finally gave him a detention. He couldn’t understand how Jamie had been unaware of it. I explained the problem with the rat, and he said he would make sure that it was taken out of the classroom. He said, despite the detention, he was pleased with the standard of the work which Jamie had presented. The maths teacher did say Jamie needs to learn how to show working out, but he thought that would come with time. The geography teacher confirmed what I already knew. That Jamie shouldn’t worry about his marks because all of his work had been excellent to date. The ICT teacher wasn’t there. I think he was off ill. He might not have held Jamie in such high regard. I tried to tackle them about the homework situation. They all said the same thing. The homework which they set shouldn’t take anywhere near as long as Jamie spends on it. They also said Jamie could do much less and still get good marks. I tried to explain to a couple of the teachers just how stressed Jamie is in the mornings and evenings. I’m not sure they believed me. I thought Jamie might be pleased to hear the glowing reports from his teachers. He wasn’t interested. He said I was hopeless because I hadn’t been able to get answers to the questions he had given me. I said he was obviously doing well, and should stop worrying about everything. It was like talking to a brick wall. I feel worse today, after hearing glowing reports about Jamie, than I used to when the teachers were critical of Lesley. Andrew sauntered in about eleven o’clock. He didn’t even ask about the parents’ evening.
***** Lesley's Journal Mum makes me sick. When she came back from tram boy's parent's evening she was full of it. All the teachers think he is great. He is so clever. He is so hard working. The sun shines out of his arse apparently. It's different when it's my parent's evening. All I get is grief for a week afterwards. The miserable sod is still not happy though. He's been whinging and whining all night long. He does my head in.