at me odd. âWhat do you mean âfoxesâ? Hot girls I didnât notice? Other than you, I mean.â He stopped, looked around.
âNo, foxes. Actual foxes.â
âDoes it mean something I donât know about? âCause you canât mean the red animals with the big tails, right?â
I laughed. He was balanced on one leg, staring at me as if I was about to do something weird.
âYes, doof. Foxes. The animals.â I wrinkled my nose, brought my hands up to my face. âRed. Tricky. Eat rabbits. Foxes, you know?â
âOkay. Foxes. The animals. What about them?â
âDo you want to see some?â
âHere?â Zach looked around. âIn Central Park?â A Mercedes drove by. Four bikes with riders tricked out in dazzling fluorescent zipped past.
âYes, here. Câmon,â I said, taking off at a slow trot. âFollow me!â I breathed deep, sucking in fox scent, weeding out all other odors. Mine. Zachâs. Car fumes. Rubber. Urine. Rain getting ready to fall. I left the path and headed deeper into the park.
Zach followed.
When we came to the den, I led us upwind and crouched down on rocks behind bushes.
âNow what?â Zach asked.
âNow we wait.â
âBut I donât see anything.â
I pointed at the brush a little downhill from us. âIn there is a fox den.â
âThatâs just bushes.â
âAnd a fox den.â I couldnât believe he didnât see the trampled grass. Or smell the sharp meat-eater odor. âSee those white and brown things lying there?â I pointed.
Zach nodded.
âBones.â
âFox bones?â Zach asked.
âNo, bones of stuff theyâve eaten. Probably chipmunk or rabbit. Though mostly they get into the trash cans and eat our leftovers.â
âYouâre really serious? That there are foxes in there?â
âYes! Shhh, now. Wait. Youâll see.â
Zach blew air through his teeth but he hunkered down lower, his thigh brushing mine.
When the first fox emerged it was dusk. Its snout was in the air, orange and white, black tip glistening, tongue hanging out.
âNo shit,â Zach whispered. âA fox!â
AFTER
âWhen we interviewed you last Tuesday,â Detective Stein says, âyou said youâd never spoken to Zach.â
âYes,â I say, because thatâs what Iâd said. I donât like them calling him âZach.â They didnât know him. They should call him âZacharyâ like all the other clueless adults.
This is a house visit. Even though we live in an apartment. A tiny apartment. We are in the kitchen. My dad leans against the fridge next to Detective Rodriguez, whoâs leaning against the sink. They are mere inches from where me and Mom are seated side by side on the other side of the kitchen table from Detective Stein. I hope one of the bicycles falls on him.
Mom has offered both of the detectives coffee and tea and juice and water. Theyâve rejected everything. She offers Rodriguez the seat next to Stein. He says no, he prefers to stand. At the last interview he sat and Stein leaned.
I figure they reject all forms of hospitality to make it clear that they donât trust me and thus, by extension, my parents. It feels petty. I wish I could ask them questions. Where did they find Zach? Who killed him? Why?
âNow, we hear that Zachâs your boyfriend,â Stein says.
I look down at my hands. I want them to think that I am shy and afraid of them. Not that I am pissed that I have to talk to them. Mom takes my left hand in hers and squeezes it. Like Yayeko did at the first interview.
âIs that correct?â Rodriguez asks.
âWhat?â I ask. Maybe if they think Iâm stupid theyâll leave me alone.
âIs it true that Zachary Rubin was your boyfriend?â
âHe was Sarah Washingtonâs boyfriend.â
Stein shifts in his seat and
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