accidentally kicks the toaster under the table. There is a loud clang that echoes around the tiny kitchen.
âAnd also your boyfriend,â Detective Stein says, as if he hasnât just hurt his toes. âOr was every student who told me that lying?â
He leans across the table. I can smell his breath. Heâs a smoker. Heâs tried to cover it up with something peppermint flavored, but the nicotine is stronger. Three of his fingers are stained yellow. âI hear that itâs you who tells lies. Is that true?â
The unanswerable question. So I donât. I stare at my fingers interlaced with Momâs. My nails need trimming. Mom squeezes my hand a little tighter.
âYouâre a liar, arenât you, Micah?â Stein hisses at me.
âIs your rudeness necessary, officer?â my father asks in his calm tone of voice, which means heâs really angry.
âDetective,â Stein and Rodriguez say at the same time.
âDetectives, Iâd appreciate it if you didnât yell at my daughter. We agreed to this interview because we want to assist with your investigation. I donât want to call my lawyer, but I will.â
As far as I know Dad doesnât have a lawyer.
âSorry, Mr. Wilkins,â Stein says, not sounding even slightly apologetic. âWeâre trying to get to the truth.â
âWeâre very sorry, maâam, sir,â Detective Rodriguez says, looking first at my mom and then my dad, and sounding more sincere. âBut we have to ask these questions. We can also conduct this interview at the station. We donât want to insist on that, but this is a criminal investigation.â
Dad opens his mouth to object and Stein talks across him. âWas he your boyfriend, Micah?â
âNo,â I say. We never used that word. Well, okay, sometimes I did, but in my thoughts, not out loud. Zach never called me anything but Micah. I glance at Dad, who gives me half a smile, but he is not happy. Momâs squeezing my hand again. Iâm glad for the comfort of it, but I donât think it will continue after this interview.
âHe wasnât your boyfriend?â
âNo.â I think about telling them that itâs a lie Brandon has been telling. He says he saw us kissing in Central Park. We never kissed, I could tell them. Heâs such a liar. It is dawning on me that I am a suspect. Not just at school but with the police.
âDid you see him outside school?â Steinâs cheeks are red. He looks like he wants to shake me. I glance at Rodriguez. Heâs harder to read, but he doesnât seem kind.
They really believe I could have killed Zach. I move my headâsomething thatâs half nod and half shake. They take it as a yes.
âWhy didnât you tell us last time that you knew him outside of school?â Stein asks.
âIt was a secret. I promised I wouldnât tell anyone.â
âIâm sure,â Detective Rodriguez says, âthat Zach wouldnât have meant the police.â
Well, heâs dead, isnât he? None of his wishes mean anything now. My promises are as dead as he is. I still donât want to talk about him. Not with them.
Detective Stein is leaning across the kitchen table, staring at me. Itâs creepy. I wish the table was wider. I wish the kitchen was bigger, too. Or that there was a living room. Instead of it being Mom and Dadâs bedroom and where we watch TV.
âWhat did you do together outside of school?â Stein asks, in a tone of voice that implies we must have been doing something he didnât approve of.
I look at my mom. She squeezes my hand tighter. Dad nods and smiles.
âWe ran,â I say. âTraining. I like to run.â
âSheâs very fast,â my dad says, sounding proud.
âWhere did you run?â Rodriguez asks.
âCentral Park mostly.â
âWhen did you last see him?â
âFriday
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