hateful arroganceâshe could hear an awful kind of emptiness in his voice. And something in her heart went out tohimâmade her want to offer him comfort even though he would probably just fling it back in her face. âBut wonât you feel even more restricted if you have to get married just because youâve got a baby?â she whispered.
His eyes became shuttered. âI have no choice in the matter.â
âNo choice?â she echoed, unsure of what he meant. âSurely everyone has a choiceâeven kings?â
âOh, how naïve you are, Melissa!â he mocked softly. âZaffirinthian law dictates that no abdication can be made while there is a living direct heir. So, you see, your revelation aboutâ¦Benâ¦means that I am no longer free to renounce my throne.â
She realised instantlyâas perhaps he had intended her to realiseâthat she had effectively trapped him as well. That the baby was yet another bar in the gilded cage he had spoken of. And as Benâs mother, so was she.
And trapping him was the last thing she had wanted, or wished for. Yes, he had been harsh and cruel in the wake of her revelationâbut, in spite of the pain it had caused her, she could understand his reaction. Yes, he was arrogant and uncaring, but once she had adored himâand she had never set out to snare him. She felt the telltale prickle of tears to her eyes.
âIâm sorry, Casimiro,â she whispered. âSo very sorry.â
It was the bright glimmer of tears which did it. Tears which made her eyes look as bright and as brilliant as emeralds. And their brilliant gleamâcombined with the faint lilac of her scentâtook him back to a place heâd thought heâd left forever. The memory which hadstubbornly stayed in the depths of his mind now rose to the surface, like a bubble of air set free.
Emerald stars, he thought. He had once told her that her eyes were like emerald stars .
He stared into her face. âIâve remembered,â he said coldly.
CHAPTER SEVEN
T HROUGH the flickering gleam of candlelight, Melissa saw the dawning comprehension in Casimiroâs eyes.
âRemembered what?â she questioned breathlessly.
He rubbed his fingertip against the scar at his temple and for one brief moment he felt intense relief as his memory came flooding back, as if someone had just lifted a heavy weight from his shoulders. âYou. Us.â She had been telling the truth all along , he realised. She was not just some woman on the make. Not some kind of âcrazyâ who was stalking him. She was a woman with whom he had enjoyed a brief and heady affairâbut one which had never been meant to endure.
And now? Now their destinies were entwined whether he liked it or notâbut let them both be clear about the reality, lest she spin fairy-tale fantasies as women were so prone to do. âExcept that there wasnât really an âusâ, was there, Melissa? We met at an after-show party and it happened very quickly after that. What was it, three daysâor four? I hardly think our few hours of snatched sex would qualify as a grand romance, do you?â
A few hours of snatched sex . It was as if her memory of that time had been a delicate and intricate glass structure sheâd carefully pre servedâand Casimiro hadsmashed it without thought or care. Melissa threw her napkin down over the fast-congealing fish and began to get up.
âSit down!â he ordered.
âNo, I wonât sit down! I donât care if I have to walk all the way homeâI will not sit here and be insulted by you!â
He could see that she meant it. He could also see the maître dâ hovering anxiously over in the doorway, but a faint shake of Casimiroâs head was enough to dispatch him. For a moment he was torn between fury at her outrageous insubordinationâand a grudging respect for her spirit. âSit down,
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