and my friends. Look at those creeps. Look at their clothes and the music they listen to. Why canât they go out for sports or at least root for our team? Know what? Not everybody has to do what you A-holes want them to do. Maybe your kidsdid, but me and my friends chose not to. And you and your kids couldnât deal with that. And so you had to do what stupid, ignorant people always do when they donât understandâyou had to attack and torment us. And you teachers. I thought you taught us that America is supposed to be about freedom. Kids are supposed to be able to be different without the status quo police smashing us over the head and ridiculing us. But thatâs all you teachers did to me and my friends. Just like everyone else, you tried to make us conform to your narrow-minded expectations of how we were supposed to dress and act. Well, screw you. Screw all of you. I hope this letter is like a knife in your hearts. You ruined my life. All Iâve done is pay you back in kind. Respectfully yours, Brendan Lawlor
The End Brendan started to shoot again. From the muzzle flashes I knew he was firing at the ceiling. But in the dark like that a lot of kids couldnât see and didnât know. They just assumed everyone around them was being slaughtered. You donât know what terror really is until you experience it yourself. â Dustin Williams Robin [Lewis] screamed because she felt warm liquid seeping into her clothes from the floor and thought it was blood. Everyone knows now it was something else. Itâs just completely gross. âDeirdre Bunson You lose track of how many times you think this is it, youâre really going to die now, but that was certainly one of those moments. Brendan was screaming at everyone to shutup. He probably fired that semiautomatic until heâd emptied the whole clip. There were bullets ricocheting all over the place. A couple of kids were grazed. Weâre incredibly lucky no one was actually hit. It was utter mayhem. âAllen Curry It got quiet, and I heard those clicking sounds and realized Brendan was reloading. Then I heard Gary say, âBrendan, we gotta talk.â Brendan cursed him out something awful. So now these two guys were arguing. I guess it was something in Garyâs voice. Everyone who heard it started begging Brendan to listen to him. Of course, that just totally set Brendan off again. âChelsea Baker In a situation like that, you search madly for anything to hope for. When I heard Gary say they had to talk, I thought we had a chance. It wasnât much, but it was all we had. But with all the crying and pleading, Brendan wasnât listening. So I raised my voice and toldeveryone to quiet down and let the boys talk. âBeth Bender First Brendan was screaming at everyone to shut up. Then Ms. Bender said we should be quiet. Then Mr. Flanagan said it too. It was so weird. They were all agreeing with Brendan. For a second I thought theyâd gone over to the other side or something. âDeirdre Bunson Everyone [on the floor] started whispering to each other to be quiet and let [the boys] talk. In the dark I heard Brendan say he couldnât effing believe it. He just couldnât effing believe it. âAllison Findley Gary wanted to talk. Brendan said there was nothing to talk about. Theyâd chosen theirpath. So Gary goes, âThings have changed.â Brendan started cursing at him and saying nothing had changed. The rest of us just lay there listening to it. Here were these two crazy boys discussing whether weâd live or not. Our lives were totally in their hands. â Chelsea Baker
Like any other business, the gun industry must constantly introduce new products to keep buyers interested and enhance profits. People who buy computers look for more memory and faster chip speed. People who buy guns look for increased killing power.
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