mom.” I told
her. Now feeling her pain of me leaving.
“ I’ll miss you too sweetie,
I love you. Be safe.” She said. Hugging me once more and sending me
off on my way. I wasn’t too happy to leave my house. This was my
home. I got used to it and in a way liked it better than the one we
lived in Massachusetts. It needed to be done though.
Tae and I walked back to his house, before we
went back in. tae stopped.
“ What’s the matter Tae?” I
asked. He looked at me, took the bags out of my hand and slowly
came closer. He put me into his arms, and nothing else mattered
right now. I felt so safe in his strong arms that I didn’t want to
be anywhere else.
“ I love you Amabel.” He told
me. I looked up at him, sending the words back through my eyes. He
leaned in towards me, and kissed me passionately. “Get some more
rest. Tomorrow we will practice.” He said. I went inside the house,
and laid down comfortably on the bed. This was the first time my
mind wasn’t running with a thousand words. It was relaxed, as well
as I was. I could picture my first kiss with Kierce, and it was
nothing compared to what I had with Tae. He was so special to me, I
couldn’t bear to think I almost lost him. I wonder how I managed to
save his life. All I remember is losing him, and I started feeling
so much pain. It’s incredible thinking I did such a thing, I just
wish I knew how.
The next day came quick, and Tae was ready to
practice with me. I didn’t know how he was going to help me, but I
trusted him
“ You ready sleepy head?” He
said to me, seeing my eyes open.
“ Ehh, yeah, I guess.” I told
him.
“ Well get up, get some food
in your stomach and lets go.”
“ Where are we
going?”
“ Well we’re not going to
practice in the house. For all I know, you can destroy it with a
simple thought.” He said laughing.
“ Very funny, so where are we
going to do this anyways?”
“ I’m just thinking a little
deeper into the woods, so no one hears or sees us. I know the
perfect place.” He said. I nodded and started getting out of bed.
Before I could fully get up, Tae came over to me and threw his arms
around me.
“ Amabel, you mean so much to
me. You have no idea. You are everything I have imagined as I
watched you grow up.” He said to me. I started feeling butterflies
in my stomach. It suddenly dropped and I felt my heartbeat get
faster. “Your heart liked my words.” He said. I looked up at him
smiling. “Thank you for being in my life.”
“ You’re not the one that
needs to thank me. You are everything to be Tae. Before you came
into my life, without you…. I felt… so alone. I felt something
missing and didn’t know what.”
“ Amabel, you complete me.
You are my whole reason for living. I have never known anyone but
you and I never will. I don’t want another woman in my life. You
are my savor, and I hope one day you decide to bond with
me.”
“ Tae, I wouldn’t want it any
other way, but you know I can’t just leave Kierce like that. It
will hurt him too much. Not that I’m with him, but I just want to
make everyone happy. I don’t want my parents worrying anymore and I
don’t want Kierce hurt from me or his father. I don’t want him
trying to help me and disobeying his father. Family is everything
to me and it must be to him. I don’t want to take that away from
him Tae.” I said starting to get tears in my eyes. I felt myself
want to break down but I knew I couldn’t. I had a lot coming and I
needed to get prepared, not cry on the side. “And you. I don’t want
to hurt you if I don’t choose to bond with you. I’m so afraid of
commitment. If I bond with you, and I lose in you some way. That
will be the end of me.”
“ No, you must not talk like
that Amabel. If you do not chose to bond with me, I will forever
love you. I will never leave your side. Don’t you worry about my
feelings when you have to worry about yours. Do what’s right for
you, not others.” He
her. Now feeling her pain of me leaving.
“ I’ll miss you too sweetie,
I love you. Be safe.” She said. Hugging me once more and sending me
off on my way. I wasn’t too happy to leave my house. This was my
home. I got used to it and in a way liked it better than the one we
lived in Massachusetts. It needed to be done though.
Tae and I walked back to his house, before we
went back in. tae stopped.
“ What’s the matter Tae?” I
asked. He looked at me, took the bags out of my hand and slowly
came closer. He put me into his arms, and nothing else mattered
right now. I felt so safe in his strong arms that I didn’t want to
be anywhere else.
“ I love you Amabel.” He told
me. I looked up at him, sending the words back through my eyes. He
leaned in towards me, and kissed me passionately. “Get some more
rest. Tomorrow we will practice.” He said. I went inside the house,
and laid down comfortably on the bed. This was the first time my
mind wasn’t running with a thousand words. It was relaxed, as well
as I was. I could picture my first kiss with Kierce, and it was
nothing compared to what I had with Tae. He was so special to me, I
couldn’t bear to think I almost lost him. I wonder how I managed to
save his life. All I remember is losing him, and I started feeling
so much pain. It’s incredible thinking I did such a thing, I just
wish I knew how.
The next day came quick, and Tae was ready to
practice with me. I didn’t know how he was going to help me, but I
trusted him
“ You ready sleepy head?” He
said to me, seeing my eyes open.
“ Ehh, yeah, I guess.” I told
him.
“ Well get up, get some food
in your stomach and lets go.”
“ Where are we
going?”
“ Well we’re not going to
practice in the house. For all I know, you can destroy it with a
simple thought.” He said laughing.
“ Very funny, so where are we
going to do this anyways?”
“ I’m just thinking a little
deeper into the woods, so no one hears or sees us. I know the
perfect place.” He said. I nodded and started getting out of bed.
Before I could fully get up, Tae came over to me and threw his arms
around me.
“ Amabel, you mean so much to
me. You have no idea. You are everything I have imagined as I
watched you grow up.” He said to me. I started feeling butterflies
in my stomach. It suddenly dropped and I felt my heartbeat get
faster. “Your heart liked my words.” He said. I looked up at him
smiling. “Thank you for being in my life.”
“ You’re not the one that
needs to thank me. You are everything to be Tae. Before you came
into my life, without you…. I felt… so alone. I felt something
missing and didn’t know what.”
“ Amabel, you complete me.
You are my whole reason for living. I have never known anyone but
you and I never will. I don’t want another woman in my life. You
are my savor, and I hope one day you decide to bond with
me.”
“ Tae, I wouldn’t want it any
other way, but you know I can’t just leave Kierce like that. It
will hurt him too much. Not that I’m with him, but I just want to
make everyone happy. I don’t want my parents worrying anymore and I
don’t want Kierce hurt from me or his father. I don’t want him
trying to help me and disobeying his father. Family is everything
to me and it must be to him. I don’t want to take that away from
him Tae.” I said starting to get tears in my eyes. I felt myself
want to break down but I knew I couldn’t. I had a lot coming and I
needed to get prepared, not cry on the side. “And you. I don’t want
to hurt you if I don’t choose to bond with you. I’m so afraid of
commitment. If I bond with you, and I lose in you some way. That
will be the end of me.”
“ No, you must not talk like
that Amabel. If you do not chose to bond with me, I will forever
love you. I will never leave your side. Don’t you worry about my
feelings when you have to worry about yours. Do what’s right for
you, not others.” He
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