Fighting Redemption by Kate McCarthy

breathe under the heat of his body. She turned, her lips brushing his, and he licked along her bottom lip before kissing her softly.
    He closed his eyes briefly. “Be safe out there, Fin.”
    “You too, Ryan.”
    Wound tightly together, they drifted off to sleep, and when five a.m. came, Fin got up and dressed quietly. A light tap came at her bedroom door. Picking up her bag, her hand fell on the door handle and she turned, her eyes taking in Ryan where he lay sleeping heavily. He’d rolled onto his stomach, revealing more tattoos and thick muscle. One hand rested beneath the pillow, the other fisted near his face. His dark hair, cut so short when he arrived, was starting to grow. It made him look like the young boy he used to be.
    Fin tucked the memory away and opened the bedroom door. Slipping out quietly, she pulled it shut behind her.
    “Ready to go?” Jake asked softly.
    No. She ached to feel Ryan’s eyes on her one last time, see his smile, and feel his lips against hers. He was just metres away from her, yet an ocean already lay between them.
    Fin closed her eyes. “Yes,” she whispered.
    Jake picked up the last of her bags from the hallway and grinned at her.
    “Did you pack your Supergirl suit for those special occasions?”
    She chuckled through tears. “I love you, Jake.”
    Slinging his arm around her shoulder, he pulled her in for a hard hug. “Love you too, honey.”

 
     
     
    Six months later
    Fremantle, Western Australia
     
    Dusk was falling when Fin fitted the key in the lock and swung the front door wide.
    “I’m home!” she called out. Her voice echoed through the empty space as she wheeled her bags through and tossed her keys on the side table. Slamming the door shut behind her, she walked down the hallway. A glance to her left showed Jake’s empty room, the bed stripped down. Farther down, a glance inside the guest room where Ryan had slept was just as empty.
    She walked in the room and closed her eyes, trailing her fingers over the bar e mattress. Nothing was left behind, not even the scent of him to remind her he’d even been there.
    The phone rang and with a shake of her head, Fin left the room. Fumbling through her bag, she picked it up and answered.
    “Finlay?”
    “Mum.”
    “You’re home, honey? Why didn’t you ring us to come get you?”
    Fin walked into the kitchen and reached up, pulling down a bottle of red from her little wine rack. “It’s fine. I just caught a cab.”
    “Oh,” her mum muttered, disappointment obvious. “Well. When do we get to see you?”
    Fin poured wine into her glass. “Tomorrow? I’m tired, Mum. It’s been a long day.”
    “Okay. Lunch?”
    “Sounds good. How’s Crookshanks?”
    “Your devil cat is just fine.”
    Fin sighed as she rested her hip against the kitchen counter. “What’s he done now?”
    “He’s clawed grooves into the whole left side of your father’s favourite recliner.”
    Fin smothered a laugh. “Poor Dad. I don’t think Crookshanks likes him.”
    “That’s an understatement,” her mother muttered.
    “Alright, Mum. I gotta go. I’ll see you tomorrow, okay?”
    “Bye, honey.”
    Pushing away from the counter, Fin got to the task of unpacking her suitcase and sorting what needed to be washed. The last thing to come out was the present from Rachael and Laura, buried beneath as many layers of clothes as she could manage. She should have known that the so-called best present that ever lived was one that required batteries. Her face still flamed just thinking about the way the security attendant looked her over while her luggage was being X-rayed. He’d followed it up with a suggestive wink after handing over her bags, leaving her baffled until she arrived at Casey Station and opened the gift.
    After relegating the box to the bottom drawer of her bedside table, Fin picked up her laptop and carried it to the living room along with her wine.
    After sitting it on the coffee table, she switched it on and the