house and go to a stupid school and stupid dinners with stupid boring people. And Mom knows! She knows itâs awful, and she knows I hate it, and she doesnât care. All she cares about is her job.â I took a deep breath. âI want to come live with you.â
âOh, Lulu, Iâm sorry.â
âSheâs not!â I shot back.
âFirst of all, your mother is not âshe.â And second of all, Mom loves you and cares about you very much.â
âWell, sheâs got a great way of showing it.â
âLet me ask you something, Lucy. Why are you so angry with your mother?â
âI just told you,â I said. âI have no life, and itâs her fault!â
âSo you say. But why arenât you mad at me?â
I hadnât thought of that before. Why wasnât I mad at him? After all, they made all their decisions together. âBecause youâre nice. Because you care.â
âMom cares, too, Lucy. Look, when we decided Mom would take this ambassadorship, we both thought it would be a great chance for you toexperience a new culture. Itâs true, we didnât anticipate how much Mom would be working, but youâre old enough to appreciate that this job is a very big deal for her. Itâs a huge honor and a big step up in her career. I donât think your life is so terrible that you canât make the best of it.â
I was stunned. I had expected him to take my side, and instead heâd made me feel like a selfish brat. Indignant rage had felt so much better.
âLucy?â
âFine,â I said grimly. âIâll make the best of it.â
But I didnât try to make the best of it, did I? Just as Mom never tried to see things from my point of view, I never tried to see them from hers. And where had it gotten me? Up a tree. Literally.
Chapter Fifteen
M Y REAR END was sore from sitting on a branch for so long, and my back was killing me where a knot in the trunk had dug into my skin. These new afflictions, along with all my other aches and pains, meant that just two hours into my escape, my already-minuscule odds of survival were sinking even lower. I hadnât heard Markos, Dawit, Helena, or the dogs for more than half an hour, but I was terrified that the minute I climbed out of the tree, theyâd show up. I also knew I had to get moving. The question was, Where? How was I going to find other people?
Water
.
Teddy had once explained that because thereâsalmost no plumbing outside the major cities, villages have to be near a natural water source. So if I could find water, maybe I would find people.
I tried to remember what Dahnie had said about finding signs that water was near.
Follow animal tracks
. Well, so far I hadnât seen any animal tracks . . . but I had seen animals, hadnât I? The colobus monkeys had all leaped away in the same direction. Maybe they were on their way to find water.
I felt a flicker of hope that was almost big enough to call excitement.
Maybe I can actually do this
.
I scrambled down the tree as fast as I could. It was easy until I reached that horizontal branch. There was no way to jump back onto the rock without breaking my neck, so I hung from the branch and dropped to the ground about six feet below.
Damn it!
I landed right on the sharp end of a broken tree branch. I could tell from the pain that it was bad. Fighting back tears, I sat down to inspect my foot. Sure enough, there was a big gash in the arch, near the ball of my foot. Blood flowed pretty freelyâit wasnât gushing, but it was more than just a bad scrape. Feeling utterly hopeless, I sat there slumped over withmy face in my hands.
I canât do this. Iâm an idiot. Canât, canât, canât do it
.
Except I had to. There was no turning back now. Furiously, I pulled off my T-shirt and tore a hole in it with my teeth. Then I ripped the bottom four inches off in one long strip. Ignoring
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