leaving. It would have to be done delicately. Now that I thought about it, I might be doing something really cruel. The relief I saw in his eyes when I answered if I liked my job and if I would stay seemed to have a more in-depth meaning. Did he see this as more than sex? No way. Not possible. Still, now was not a good time to spring my newfound opportunity to pursue my dream.
Chapter 12
When I hauled my aching self to my desk a hand written sticky note read, come see me – bouncy loudmouth . Urgh . The epic battle of brothers wasn’t over. I didn’t care except for the part where they couldn’t leave me out of it. They were obnoxious but discreet so I gingerly walked to the bathroom, checked to make sure I was presentable in the mirror and went to the HR department. Even after the depletion of all my muscle strength for the day my nerves exploded. The kind of anxiety I got when going for an interview. I stood in front of Ellis’s door and took a huge breath. Going from the ultimate high to the low of anxiousness gave me emotional whiplash. I opened the door before I could think and walked in. Ellis sat behind his desk with an unusual stoic expression. He looked like Warren’s brother more than ever. I’d thought about what I wanted to say before I got down here but the words seemed to jumble into one sentence. “Before you say anything I want to tell you that you have nothing to worry about, I’m not trying to get money or anything and besides I’m going back to Boston because I’m going to take over my cousin’s bakery.” I must have looked like a crazy redhead. I’d just gotten right to the point without really knowing what Ellis would say. He seemed to be taking my words in but he remained sitting, hands folded with his best boardroom battle face. Still the silence was killing me. “… er , if it’s about…” “Ms. Renzi ,” Ellis said. He’d never said my last name. Not even in our interview. “If that’s true then I’d like for you to look this over and sign it.” He pushed a manila packet towards me. I took the eight-by-ten envelope, opened it and pulled out a small stack of paper. The packet was all legalese. An NDA, an employee exit pack, a letter of resignation and a very generous severance pay for my trouble. Health insurance and enough money to get me out of the mountain of debt I acquired from schooling was more than tempting. I really didn’t have anything to lose. But Warren’s unguarded expression came to mind. From everything you’ve said, it seems you want to stay . His words rang in my mind. There was a hopeful spark in his eyes as he said it too. But the bakery was my dream. One that I’d lived with for a long time. Finally it seemed my dreams were becoming reality. “It says here you want me to leave immediately,” I looked up at Ellis. My boss relaxed into his chair with less intensity and more concern. “Yes, it’s for the best.” So no two week notice. I’d make a clean break with Warren. It was cold turkey, but it might be for the best. He didn’t seem the type that wanted long goodbyes. He might be hurt, but he’d get over it. “And what about the tape?” “That’s already been dealt with. I’ve destroyed the original and the copy.” Ellis looked me in the eye. “I promise no matter what I won’t let that kind of thing happen to you.” I nodded. He was serious. Ellis was the type of guy that wouldn’t put people in a bad situation. Especially a woman. “Do you have a pen?” I said. Ellis slid a Bic my way and I signed on the dotted line. I sat in his office while he went out and made copies, write a cheque and gave me the whole thing in a clean and tidy manila folder. “The front desk has your personal belongings ready,” Ellis said, giving me his last hug goodbye. “If there is anything else you need from your desk I’ll get it for you.” He must really want me never to see Warren again. I’d had thought I could say