asked the same question. “You made that?” I rolled my eyes. “Actually, I had help from my cat.” “Smart aleck.” Mom shoved more of the muffin in her mouth. Mission accomplished. Peace and quiet for a record-holding fifteen seconds. When she was done I gave her a glass of orange juice to wash it down. “So who’s the guy?” “I have no idea what you’re talking about.” There I said it with a cool tone. Nothing to see here. “ Fabiola Renzi ,” Mother said. Here it comes. “I’ve know you all your life, you can’t hide from me. Who is he?” I expected a tirade, but mom shut her mouth. I was in shock. This never happened. Normally I’d pretend to listen while she threw words around but now she stared me in the face waiting for an answer. I tried to avoid by glancing around, pretending to work. “ Uhh , no one, really,” I said. I heard a loud bang and I jumped around. Mom’s flat hand on the counter top next to the register didn’t budge. She’d thrown the Renzi battle gauntlet down. Even war paint couldn’t make her look any more terrifying. Come hell or high water she was going to find out about any and all my secrets trying to find the supposed man I liked. But really there was no supposed —I really did like Warren. “It won’t work out,” I said. Damn, I caved just like I always did with my mother. Her face softened and a matchmaking gleam rose in her eyes. “Well, why not?” This question always preceded the story about her Romeo and Juliet romance with dad. But, maybe if I told her the truth she wouldn’t be so eager to let me run out the door to go find my love like she did in her day. “It won’t work out because he’s in Illinois.” “So you ran away.” “What?” Mother’s angry glare drew out the guilt in my heart. I’d ditched Warren and didn’t even say goodbye. At the time I justified it. While I had fun with his blackmail I hadn’t thought much about feelings—his or mine. Since I’d left I’d thought wanting to know all the mysteries of Warren would fade. They hadn’t. “I didn’t run away. I ran towards my dream.” “At the cost of something special.” Mom wasn’t pulling any punches. She knows me well, but she was backing me in a corner. “Who cares? I have my bakery,” I said. Mother’s face dropped and her gaze seemed troubled. “Dreams are meant to be shared .” I didn’t have time to think about what she said, the lunch crowd was starting to come in. Thank goodness my days were busy until closing, otherwise I might have been able to dwell on that statement more. But it wasn’t during the day where thoughts of Warren invaded, it was at night after I closed the shop. On the walk to the convenience store or picking up something for dinner I’d think about him. Baked goods for breakfast and lunch were a perk when living alone, but I’d always wanted something different for dinner. Something like Roy’s on the night Warren took me out. It was always like this coming home from picking up supper. I wish he’d hurry up and leave my mind. Wasn’t six months enough time to forget?
Chapter 14
I didn’t know if it was businesses in general or just businesses in Boston where you needed a specialty to be known for if you were going to be a success. My specialty were marshmallow like puffs in the shape of animals. One teddy-bear puff was enough to sweeten and cream your coffee while the steaming hot cup of joe cooled. There were a lot of customers who came in early and bought pastries just to play with Fabiola’s fantastic animal creamers in their morning coffee. One of them was a sixteen year old with a crooked smile and messy hair I served since the day I opened. But, so far, I was the only one who knew the recipe and if I wanted to keep up with demand I had to train someone else to help make them . Which was why Wanda was in the back practicing and I was on the register during the morning rush. One customer in line