This is not how I pictured my first time. Randy pressed his weight on me uncomfortably, blood rushed to my face, making it feel as if my head was going to explode. I wrapped my arms around his broad shoulders and tried to shift to a different position, but that only got his belt buckle jammed into my hip. “Ouch!” I said and gritted my teeth. “What is it baby?” he asked and looked at me. “Your face is dark red.” I rolled my eyes. “You really wonder why?” I asked with venom. “We just started what am I doing wrong?” I pushed him off and sat up. “Everything!” He huffed and laid on his back. “Really? I’m doing it wrong or are you just making excuses again?” A dull ache formed in the pit of my stomach. I balled my fists. “I’m not making excuses. I don’t want my first time to be laying there while you sweat and pound on me for four minutes.” His dark brows knitted together and he curled his lips into a frown. “Okay, remember that I’m the one that’s actually had experience? I know what I’m doing and I can last more than four fucking minutes,” he said and pushed me back down. His lips brushed my neck and I sighed. Fine. Maybe it’s better to get it over with quickly. No one ever claimed the first time was a magical moment. Though, I wish it could be. I turned my face and flinched as he nipped at my stomach. His teeth more annoying than anything. He kissed my inner thigh and I raised an eyebrow. Heat flooded my cheeks. He didn’t seem that interested in oral play. Well, not when it came to me. Is he really going to…? He sat up and smirked. Nope. I watched him pump his cock a few times before pressing the tip against my pussy. Figures. Why was I going out with him again? Right. Desperation. Although, I don’t have anything to talk about. I’ve always been on the chubby side earning the nickname flabby Abby in elementary school. When my teenage years hit, I tried hard to blend in with the typical standards of beauty. Lots of make-up and tan sprays. That was the thing. Petite, tan, blonde and easy. Okay, so that was my bias, but it’s what all the popular girls seemed like at the time. And how the fuck did they keep their hair up in perfect little pony tails? Not one strand would come out of place even on a windy day. I focused on the poster of a naked chick on the wall and frowned. Then I looked back at Randy. Still hasn’t put it in yet? “Having a problem?” I asked. Randy shook his head. “No, just waiting for you to snap out of it. Lost in your little day dreams again?” I pouted and squinted my eyes. “Fuck me already!” I said. “Shh!” Randy glared daggers. “We’re not the only ones in this house,” he spat. I rolled my eyes. “Oh yes what would happened if mommy and daddy heard their twenty-two year old son having sex with his girlfriend?” Seriously? Randy grabbed my chin and gritted his teeth. “You’re going to pay for that.” Something inside tickled my stomach for a brief moment and I stared. “You going to punish me?” I asked. “Maybe,” he said. “Do it. Fuck me hard. Be as rough as you want,” I said. He pursed his lips and lines crinkled his forehead. “It’s your first time.” “I don’t care,” I said and gripped his shoulders. Randy leaned down but before he could kiss me the window suddenly shattered, spraying us with glass. “What the fuck!” he spat as he rolled off of the bed. I leaned to the side and flinched as a small shard of glass embedded itself into my hip. Frowning, I pulled the piece out and threw it to the floor. “What the hell was that?” I asked. Randy glanced around. It was hard to find what broke the window with all of his dirty clothes spread across the room. Then I saw the edge of a rock, peeking out from a tee-shirt. I picked it up and raised an eyebrow at the small piece of paper, held firmly by a rubber band. I tore it away and glanced at Randy’s back. “Found