She’s always there Saturday mornings.” “When we go out tomorrow, I’ll get hair dye. This will work. It has too. So, what do you think? Redhead or Brunette?” I run my hands through my long strands. “Brunette, but don’t cut your hair.” “No?” He shakes his head. “You have to get some clothes too.” He says, staring at my bare legs again. “Definitely.” He suddenly gets a pained expression on his face. “Vanessa, you’re my only hope. If you turn me in, they’ll stop investigating and I’ll go to prison for something I didn’t do.” “I’m not going to turn you in. I believe you didn’t do it. Trust me. Is there anything else you can think of? Anything out of the ordinary?” “Believe me, I’ve gone over this a million times in the last month. I have no idea.” We clean up our dishes from dinner and I’m feeling emotionally and physically exhausted. I just want to lie down. “Ryan?” “Hhmmm?” He says as he finishes drying the last dish. “I need to lay down.” “Sure. Go ahead.” “Um, listen. I hate that you’re sleeping in that tiny chair. I know it’s not that much better but you can sleep in the bed. With me. I know you’re not a creep. I trust you. If you’d be more comfortable, I’m okay with it, really.” “Thanks, but I’ll be fine.” I wait for him to change his mind but he doesn’t so I nod and head for the bedroom. I tuck myself in still wearing his t-shirt and his boxers. They smell like him and it does funny things to my belly. It’s completely dark. I don’t know how long I’ve been sleeping but I hear the door open and quiet footsteps. I feel the bed dip and I feel his warmth even though he doesn’t touch me. I have no idea how he isn’t touching me in this tiny bed. I smile and close my eyes and let sleep take me. I wake the next morning and turn slightly because I can feel him there. He’s on his back fully clothed with one foot on the bed and one foot on the floor. His hands rest behind his head. Half of his body is hanging off the bed, only supported by his foot on the ground. I slowly get up and make my way to the kitchen. I need coffee. There has got to be coffee here. I see the coffee pot on the counter and scream a big “yes” in my head. I’m as quiet as a mouse searching the cabinets for the coffee and filters when I see Ryan practically run from the bedroom. His hair is sticking up all over the place and he still looks sleepy. He comes to a screeching halt when he sees me in the kitchen. His chest is heaving rapidly. “What happened?” I’m thinking he had a nightmare or he smelled fire. “I thought you left.” He says breathlessly. I can see the fear in his eyes. I walk over to him slowly. He’s rubbing the back of his neck trying to calm himself. I step right up to him and wrap my arms around his neck. I place my face on his chest and inhale his scent. He wraps his arms around my back and I feel his chin rest on top of my head. “I’m scared.” He confesses. “I know. I’m going to help you. I’m not going to leave you.” He lets out the breath he’s been holding and squeezes me tighter and oh, good morning! “Shit! Sorry.” We both laugh as he takes a step back. I’m not sure why but I step up on my toes and I peck his mouth. “Don’t be sorry.”
Chapter 9 - Vanessa
“This seriously looks like the family truckster from National Lampoon’s Family vacation!” I squeal bending over in laughter. “I know but I can’t drive my FJ. It’s all dented up and they’ll spot it immediately. We have to use Gramps’ car.” We drive away from Gunnison to a smaller town for some clothes, food and stuff. We both have hats and sunglasses on. Ryan’s hair is poking out of his hat, flipping up over his ears. Adorable. He has an old pair of faded jeans on that hang a bit from