with morbid fascination, taking cruel pleasure at seeing my marriage and the trust I put in my husband erode, buried in an instant, like a home in the path of a California mudslide. One hot tear ran down my cheek, and I hated myself for it. This wasnât the time to show any weakness.
I could imagine why Jennifer would hate my husband enough to want to hurt him âshe had been failing his course, and Paul refused to give in to her blackmail in exchange for a passing grade. But what did this young naval officer have against me ?
âHe said he was lonely,â she elaborated. âHe invited me up to his suite.â
Suite! The word alone was a knife in my heart. Last time weâd stayed in a hotel it was the $69 special.
âSuch an appetite!â she continued, twisting the knife for all she was worth. âHe came for me on all fours, and he threw back his head and roared! Does he roar for you, Mrs. Ives?â
âWhat did you say?â I sputtered.
She opened her mouth to speak again, but I flapped my hand, waving her lies away. The last thing I needed was corroborative detail, particularly details on a jungle theme. Because now I knew, like a refreshing wave of water washing over me:
Jennifer Goodall was lying!
When he was seventeen, Paul had injured his back in a tractor accident on the family farm. As a result, several disks in his spine had been fused. He could no more crawl on his hands and knees, throw his head back and roar than he could fly from BWI to Heathrow without benefit of an airplane. Our lovemaking had always been special, but no acrobatics were involved. Itâs a good thing I didnât carry a gun, because I would have shot Jennifer then and there, square between her lying eyes.
And yet, I had to be sure. Not 99 and 44/100th percent sure, but 100 percent sure.
Fight fire with fire, to coin a phrase. If Jennifer could make up a pack of lies, so could I.
âYou make me sick!â I screamed, so loudly that it made my throat ache. âYou both make me sick!â I fell against the wall, sobbing. âWe got matching tattoos, special, just for us. Thatâs why Paul got it on his ⦠his â¦â I choked, as if unable to continue.
âPaul is such a generous man,â she said. âWould you like to see my tattoo?â She tugged at the corner of her shirt, which was tucked carefully into the waistband of her khakis, but I knew she was bluffing.
Why is there never a tape recorder around when you need it? I wanted our encounter on tape so I could play it back for Paul, so he could hear Jennifer Goodall damn herself in her own words. I couldnât imagine what Paul had done to her that would engender such hate, a hate that burned just as hotly now as it had half a decade earlier. I could only assume she was mentally ill.
I confronted her, my eyes like slits. âPaul doesnât have any tattoos, you lying bitch! I donât know why youâre doing this, but I swear to God, Iâll get even with you, even if it takes the rest of my life. Iâm contacting my lawyer, youâre going to retract everything, and if you ever make up baseless lies about my husband again, Iâll ⦠Iâll â¦â
âEverything all right, Mrs. Ives?â
I spun around, both flustered and annoyed by the interruption. It was Midshipman Small, sweet, serious Gadget, standing on the stairway behind me.
The silence was heavy with unspoken words.
The auditorium above me was silent, too. No talking, no singing. No happy scrape of bow on string, no friendly trumpet blare. Rehearsal must be over.
âI heard shouting,â Gadget said, moving closer. âIs there anything I can do?â
My hand dug into the handrail as I struggled for control. âNo, thank you, Gadget. I was just leaving. Lieutenant Goodall and I were having a friendly disagreement, is all.â
Jennifer stared at me placidly, still wearing that maddening
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