âThis is just one day, Angelina.â
He was right. It was. But she knew how Jake aimed for this day to end. All she could hope was that, when the time came, she had the courage to say no to him.
CHAPTER NINE
âY OU hear people saying how spectacular Sydney Harbour is,â Angelina said as they leant against the deck railing of the cruiser. âIâve admired it from afar many times. In movies and on television and from hotel-room windows. But itâs not till youâre on the water itself that you appreciate its beauty, and its size. Thank you so much for this experience, Jake.â
âI thought you might enjoy it.â
She truly had. Every bit of it. The views. The food. But especially the company.
Jake had to be one of the most intelligent and interesting men sheâd ever talked to. Even if he wasnât drop-dead gorgeous and she hadnât been madly attracted to him, sheâd have enjoyed his company these past three hours. Theyâd chatted about so many different topics, getting to know each other as the adults theyâd become, not the teenagers theyâd once been. Sheâd discovered they had similar tastes in books and movies, thrillers being their entertainment of choice. After agreeing to disagree on what kind of music was best, theyâd argued happily about politics, discussed the worldâs leaders failing with peace and the environment, and in general had a great time, solving everything themselves with sweeping words of wisdom.
None of this would have been possible, Angelina realised, but for the other people on the cruise. Mostly tourists, with cameras which were whipped up at every opportunity to snap pictures of the bridge, the opera house and the shoreline. Their constant presence had allowed her to drop her defences and be more relaxed with Jake than she had been since heâd walked back into her life. It had been good to forget the threat of being seduced for a while and just enjoy Jake, the person, and not Jake, the sexual predator.
She was even beginning to reassess that judgement of him. Maybe sheâd been harsh in thinking he was that shallow when it came to relationships. Just because he didnât want marriage and children didnât mean he wasnât capable of caring, in a fashion. Of course, his track record with women wasnât great. Even heâd admitted to that. But even men like Jake could change, couldnât they? Maybe he was getting to that age when he was ready for commitment.
But was he ready for a ready-made son, complete with mother attached?
Angelina felt that was too large a leap of faith.
No. Jake, the man, would still not be pleased when she finally told him the truth. Which was perhaps why she couldnât tell him yet. For one thing, she didnât want to spoil today. Surely she deserved one day of being totally selfish, of just being Angelina, the woman, not Angelina, the mother? It was so nice to be squired around by Jake, to have him lavish attention on her, to feel desired and wanted.
Of course, it was risky. But it was worth the risk to feel what she was feeling at the moment. Not in sixteen years had she experienced anything like it. This fizz of excitement dancing along her veins and through her head. Her very light head, she suddenly realised.
Her laugh sounded rather girlish, even to her own ears. âI think Iâve had too much to drink.â The white wines served up with the buffet lunch had been excellent, and so easy to swallow.
âIâll make you some coffee when we get up to my place,â Jake offered. âItâs just a short walk from the wharf. Come on, this is where we get off.â
He hadnât lied about the shortness of the walk. But it was still far too long with her hand warmly encased within Jakeâs. By the time theyâd strolled up the hill to his apartment block, and ridden up in the liftâalone togetherâto the fifteenth floor,
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