point he uses his index fingers, moving them from side to side as though heâs saying maybe yes, maybe no.â Helena seemed to be smiling to herself. âRather charming, really, when I come to think of it.â
Dryly, I said, âIâm sure, Helena. What else?â
âBefore he takes a first bite of a slice of bread he sprinkles a pinch of salt on it. Itâs a habit of his; I noticed he did so several times.â
âMaybe heâs simply superstitious. I believe that particular habit is common among Eastern Europeans.â
Helena shook her head. âThis man is not a superstitious type, Hermann. But he is a pessimist. So many of his views of things are stitched together by a dark thread of pessimism.â
âFor instance?â
âHeâs quite convinced that German culture will fall victim eventually to all the industrial activity thatâs consuming our people, that weâll become a nation of crass materialists. As for himself, he predicts that, as wonderful as Wagnerâs new opera is, it will fail and that he, Schramm, will therefore suffer an early end to his career as a singer.â
âPessimism is not the exclusive territory of Jews, Helena,â I said.
âOf course not,â she agreed, âbut they seem to visit that territory more than most tourists, at least in my experience. One other thing, Hermann: did you observe something when he said goodbye to Olga and me?â
âYes. He kissed your hands. Nothing unusual about that. Even I occasionally stoop to such endearing gestures ⦠that is, when Iâm too weary to try something more energetic.â
âAh, itâs not what he did ,â Helena said, âbut what he said. A thoroughgoing German would look into my eyes and whisper auf Wiedersehen at such a moment. He looked into my eyes and whispered âBe well.â Those were his parting words.â
âAnd youâre saying thatâs typical of those people?â
Helena said, sounding sure of herself, âIâve lived much of my life with âthose people.â I am one of âthose people.â Remember? I know what Iâm talking about, Hermann. My father changed his name from Gershon Bekarsky to Gerhardt Becker after my mother persuaded him he was better off with a new name. But one thing a new name canât do ⦠it canât change old habits. So yes, pessimism remained in his bones. And yes, he used his hands a great deal whenever he was involved in some deep discussion. Loved salting his bread. Never said goodbye to anyone without adding âBe well.â I repeat, Hermann, although Schramm never said a word to me during our conversations tonight about being Jewish, he is, he definitely is.â
Without asking permission, I reached for Helenaâs flask and helped myself to a second brandy. âThatâs not like you,â Helena said, watching as I downed it in a single draft. âYou seem to be trying to drown out something.â
âOn the contrary,â I said. âIn wine thereâs truth, but in brandy thereâs clarity. Not answers, but at least questions begin to make sense ⦠one question, at any rate.â
Helena teasingly brought the brandy flask to the lip of my glass. âIf youâre wondering about making love tonight, Hermann, perhaps a third?â
Gently I pushed the flask aside. âListen to me, Helena. Given Richard Wagnerâs renowned hatred of Jews, why would he engage a Jew to sing the leading male role in one of his operas? It stands to reason Wagner hasnât the slightest suspicion about Schramm. But thereâs an even more intriguing question, isnât there? Why would a Jewish tenor take the trouble to conceal his background and, of all things, want to sing in an opera composed by one of the most virulent anti-Semites on the face of the earth?â
Once again Helena took up the flask, this time with a serious
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