help a man who tangles with you.â He shook his head, resignation filling his eyes. âIâll see him tomorrow, fine? Now shut up and sit down.â
Switching his cell phone, he rattled off orders for a physician and his chauffeur.
âI donât need toââ
âDoctor or me, Riya?â he challenged.
âDoctor,â she said, sinking into the couch.
Even without looking at him, she was aware of his movements at the periphery of her vision. Heard the Velcro rip of his watch. What had happened to his Rolex? Frowning, she turned and saw him look at the display and note down something in a small notepad.
He wiped his face with a towel and Riya pulled her gaze away.
Not that she had missed the rippling muscles or the small birthmark he had on the inside of his biceps. Or that instead of turning her off, even being sweaty, he muddled her senses and filled her with an unbearable longing. Or that he kissed as if he could never stop. Or that he liked having utter control even as he shredded hers.
Or that she had liked itâthe way he couldnât stop, the way he took control, the way he just made it hard for her to think, the way he knew exactly what would drive her wild with longing. That she had liked how good it felt to give herself over to him, body and mind, that she trusted him as she had never trusted anyone.
All of them were things she shouldnât know about him. A bunch of things she didnât want to know about herself.
She felt raw, exposed. All she wanted was to run. Far from him, far from herself.
Handing her a chilled bottle of water, he dropped to the couch, and Riya shot up from the couch. He tugged her down. Riya slinked to the edge, her breath coming in choppy bursts. Panic weaved through her.
âYou and me, this canât happen, Nathan.â
âYou canât control everything in life, Riya. I donât want this to happen either, but Iâve learned the hard way that you canât have everything the way you want it.â
She turned to him, desperation raising her tone. âDonât say that, donât just...accept this.â
His mouth took on a rueful twist. âWhat do you want me to do? Wave a wand thatâll make it go away? The only solution I can think of is dragging you inside and giving us both what we so desperately want. Maybe we should get it out of the way, and things will be much clearer then.â
âThis is probably your MO. Seduce a woman, say goodbye and walk away. And cut her out if she doesnât accept your decision. Like you did with Sonia. But I wonât fall for you. You have no heart. Youâre the last kind of man that I should kiss, or want, or...â
Fury dawned in his eyes, turning them into blue fire. âIs it helping, then? If my being here is turning you inside out, how about you give me the blasted estate? Iâll leave tonight.â
âNo. I canât.â
âDamn it, Riya. Youâre not responsible for Jackie or Robert or anyone else. You were what? Twelve? Thirteen, when my mother died?â
âRobert regrets his mistakes. I know he does. He gave Jackie and me a home when weâd have been on the streets. He always had a kind word for me. He gave me shelter, security, food. He treated me like a daughter when my own father didnât bother to even ask after me in a decade.â
âWhere is your father?â
âHow the hell should I know? He never asked about me, never checked how Jackie has been all these years. And this is after he divorced her because she was emotionally volatile. And he let her take me. He let his volatile wife have charge of his eight-year-old daughter.
âFor all her weak nature, Jackie at least looked after me in her own way. Thatâs more than I can say forââ
âShe didnât do you a favor by doing that, Riya. It was her minimum responsibility. And she failed you in that. She exposed you to her fears, to
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