throughout the night. An air of unease stayed with him, only sublimated by work to the point of exhaustion. He could never know Jessicaâs heart now no matter how he searched his own. He could never know if she would have stayed with him. He smiled when he read in one of Christyâs magazines that a man was supposed to think about sex every five minutes. Not love.
Christy lost touch with her friends. She didnât need them. One or two people telephoned, wanting to meet her before they went back to college, but she was busy. Mickâs work took him away at short notice; she didnât like to commit herself in advance in case she missed the day he came home.
Maisie teased her.
âIf you spend any more time with him youâll start to look like him. You already sound like him.â
âDonât be silly, how can I? Heâs Irish.â Christy laughed but secretly she was pleased.
Maisie had been away with Ben. He was back from the rigs for two months and Maisie made him take her on holiday.
âIf I donât heâll just stay in the flat with that motor bike and rot in its engine until he has to go back.â
They returned home as the summer spilled into September, and Maisie came to the farm straightfrom the plane to show off her suntan. Christy was on the roof of the office with Danny, nailing down lead flashing, sealing it for winter. Maisie sauntered out to watch them, swinging her hair down her bare back, goosebumps rising on her arms because she was wearing a sundress and the air was cool. Christyâs muscles ached from heaving ribbons of lead and her fingers throbbed where the hammer had missed its target too often. Maisie looked pampered and cherished, Benâs car keys hooked like a ring on her finger.
âCome down, leave that stuff. I want to tell you about Spain. Ben gave me a necklace and Iâve brought it to show you. Heâs coming in a minute, I dropped him off with Dad by the lake.â
Dannyâs hammer beat on the roof, its rhythm unchanging as if Maisie wasnât there. He hadnât spoken to her for weeks now: he was still waiting for her to apologise for the hair extensions. Christy wiped her hands on dirty jeans and climbed down. She moved to hug Maisie, leaning into the coconut scent festooning her sister.
Maisie stepped back.
âOh donât. Youâre not in the mood, I can see.â She spoke sharply, and her hands flew out to push Christy away.
Christy straightened, flushing, aware of every trickle of sweat, every tickle of dust coating her unclean skin.
âYouâre right, I am filthy. Iâll have a bath when I get in.â
Walking back to the house she stumbled and plodded, earth-bound and troglodyte, next to radiant Maisie.
Ben and Frank edged round each other in the hall. Christy opened the front door and walked straight into Ben. His narrow hands steadied her.
âHi there, Christy. You look hot.â
Christy kissed him; his cheek was smooth and smelt of cheap aftershave, he was as groomed as Maisie, leaning in immaculate repose against the wall, the toe of one polished cowboy boot extended in front of the other.
Frank didnât like Ben. He didnât want his daughter to marry a welder on an oil rig. Ben said he would give up the oil rigs when they got married. He and Maisie would take the motor bike over to France and ride it round the world. Frank thought this was even worse.
âWhere is the security in that? All she would have is a motor-bike helmet. No house, no furniture, nothing.â
Christy tried to soothe him, but seeing Ben and Maisie together always set him off again. âHe is feckless and irresponsible. What does she see in him?â he appealed to Christy after they had left.
Christy turned away to hide her smile. Frank liked Mick. She had got something right where Maisie had got it wrong, and she felt a swoop of triumph. Ben would never give Maisie safety. Christy couldnât