until we gave it to him. Then he squirmed."
"If I took you to him..."
"He's alive then?"
"Very much alive."
"And you're proposing what? That I take him back instead of you?"
"Yes. Yes. Why not? Yes. "
The Cenobite moved away from her. The room sighed.
"I'm tempted," it said. Then: "But perhaps you're cheating me. Perhaps this is a lie, to buy you time."
"I know where he is, for God's sake," she said. "He did this to me!" She presented her slashed arms for its perusal.
"If you're lying"-it said-"if you're trying to squirm your way out of this-"
"I'm not."
"Deliver him alive to us then..."
She wanted to weep with relief.
"...make him confess himself. And maybe we won't tear your soul apart."
ELEVEN
1
Rory stood in the hallway and stared at Julia, his Julia, the woman he had once sworn to have and to hold till death did them part. It had not seemed such a difficult promise to keep at the time. He had idolized her for as long as he could remember, dreaming of her by night and spending the days composing love poems of wild ineptitude to her. But things had changed, and he had learned, as he watched them change, that the greatest torments were often the subtlest. There had been times of late when he would have preferred a death by wild horses to the itch of suspicion that had so degraded his joy.
Now, as he looked at her standing at the bottom of the stairs, it was impossible for him to even remember how good things had once been. All was doubt and dirt.
One thing he was glad of: she looked troubled. Maybe that meant there was a confession in the air, indiscretions that she would pour out and that he would forgive her for in a welter of tears and understanding.
"You look sad," he said.
She hesitated, then said: "It's difficult, Rory."
"What is?"
She seemed to want to give up before she began.
"What is?" he pressed.
"I've so much to tell you."
Her hand, he saw, was grasping the banister so tightly the knuckles burned white. "I'm listening," he said. He would love her again, if she'd just be honest with him. "Tell me," he said.
"I think maybe...maybe it would be easier if I showed you..." she told him, and so saying, led him upstairs.
2
The wind that harried the streets was not warm, to judge by the way the pedestrians drew their collars up and their faces down. But Kirsty didn't feel the chill. Was it her invisible companion who kept the cold from her, cloaking her with that fire the Ancients had conjured to burn sinners in? Either that, or she was too frightened to feel anything.
But then that wasn't how she felt; she wasn't frightened. The feeling in her gut was far more ambiguous. She had opened a door-the same door Rory's brother had opened-and now she was walking with demons. And at the end of her travels, she would have her revenge. She would find the thing that had
torn her and tormented her, and make him feel the powerlessness that she had suffered. She would watch him squirm. More, she would enjoy it. Pain had made a sadist of her.
As she made her way along Lodovico Street, she looked round for a sign of the Cenobite, but he was nowhere to be seen. Undaunted, she approached the house. She had no plan in mind: there were too many variables to be juggled. For one, would Julia be there? And if so, how involved in all of this was she? Impossible to believe that she could be an innocent bystander, but perhaps she had acted out of terror of Frank; the next few minutes might furnish the answers. She rang the bell, and waited.
The door was answered by Julia. In her hand, a length of white lace.
"Kirsty," she said, apparently unfazed by her appearance. "It's late..."
"Where's Rory?" were Kirsty's first words. They hadn't been quite what she'd intended, but they came out unbidden.
"He's here," Julia replied calmly, as if seeking to soothe a manic child. "Is there something wrong?"
"I'd like to see him," Kirsty answered.
"Rory?"
"Yes..."
She stepped over the threshold without waiting for an
"If I took you to him..."
"He's alive then?"
"Very much alive."
"And you're proposing what? That I take him back instead of you?"
"Yes. Yes. Why not? Yes. "
The Cenobite moved away from her. The room sighed.
"I'm tempted," it said. Then: "But perhaps you're cheating me. Perhaps this is a lie, to buy you time."
"I know where he is, for God's sake," she said. "He did this to me!" She presented her slashed arms for its perusal.
"If you're lying"-it said-"if you're trying to squirm your way out of this-"
"I'm not."
"Deliver him alive to us then..."
She wanted to weep with relief.
"...make him confess himself. And maybe we won't tear your soul apart."
ELEVEN
1
Rory stood in the hallway and stared at Julia, his Julia, the woman he had once sworn to have and to hold till death did them part. It had not seemed such a difficult promise to keep at the time. He had idolized her for as long as he could remember, dreaming of her by night and spending the days composing love poems of wild ineptitude to her. But things had changed, and he had learned, as he watched them change, that the greatest torments were often the subtlest. There had been times of late when he would have preferred a death by wild horses to the itch of suspicion that had so degraded his joy.
Now, as he looked at her standing at the bottom of the stairs, it was impossible for him to even remember how good things had once been. All was doubt and dirt.
One thing he was glad of: she looked troubled. Maybe that meant there was a confession in the air, indiscretions that she would pour out and that he would forgive her for in a welter of tears and understanding.
"You look sad," he said.
She hesitated, then said: "It's difficult, Rory."
"What is?"
She seemed to want to give up before she began.
"What is?" he pressed.
"I've so much to tell you."
Her hand, he saw, was grasping the banister so tightly the knuckles burned white. "I'm listening," he said. He would love her again, if she'd just be honest with him. "Tell me," he said.
"I think maybe...maybe it would be easier if I showed you..." she told him, and so saying, led him upstairs.
2
The wind that harried the streets was not warm, to judge by the way the pedestrians drew their collars up and their faces down. But Kirsty didn't feel the chill. Was it her invisible companion who kept the cold from her, cloaking her with that fire the Ancients had conjured to burn sinners in? Either that, or she was too frightened to feel anything.
But then that wasn't how she felt; she wasn't frightened. The feeling in her gut was far more ambiguous. She had opened a door-the same door Rory's brother had opened-and now she was walking with demons. And at the end of her travels, she would have her revenge. She would find the thing that had
torn her and tormented her, and make him feel the powerlessness that she had suffered. She would watch him squirm. More, she would enjoy it. Pain had made a sadist of her.
As she made her way along Lodovico Street, she looked round for a sign of the Cenobite, but he was nowhere to be seen. Undaunted, she approached the house. She had no plan in mind: there were too many variables to be juggled. For one, would Julia be there? And if so, how involved in all of this was she? Impossible to believe that she could be an innocent bystander, but perhaps she had acted out of terror of Frank; the next few minutes might furnish the answers. She rang the bell, and waited.
The door was answered by Julia. In her hand, a length of white lace.
"Kirsty," she said, apparently unfazed by her appearance. "It's late..."
"Where's Rory?" were Kirsty's first words. They hadn't been quite what she'd intended, but they came out unbidden.
"He's here," Julia replied calmly, as if seeking to soothe a manic child. "Is there something wrong?"
"I'd like to see him," Kirsty answered.
"Rory?"
"Yes..."
She stepped over the threshold without waiting for an
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