during my interview after lunch, with 1601. He wouldnât let me record the interview, so I made notes. Halfway through the interview he asked me if I had heard the rumour. No, I said, I havenât. I knew about what 1599 had said, but this was about something else. Our conversation went more or less like this (I donât have my interview notes with me, so Iâm not completely sure):
Me: âYou mean that someone would go after â?â
1601: âYes.â
Me: âWhy?â
1601: âIsnât hate enough? The feeling of having been betrayed? How many reasons do you want?!
Me: âWell, okay. But it still seems incredibly drastic.â
1601: âI suppose youâre entitled to your opinion.â
Me: âCan you stop it happening?â
1601: âI wouldnât dare. I canât say any more about it, because no one knows where or when. Iâve already said too much. Iâve already ⦠if anybody finds out â¦â
Me: âNo one is going to.â
1601: (Long silence) âI know who is going to.â
Me: âWho?â
Then he gave me the name. I am going to contact him as soon as possible, but I darenât call or email him. I doubt he would even answer if he knew it was me.
âHmm,â is the extent of Birckâs reaction.
âFurther down youâll see the entry from the ninth. Heber tries to contact whoever 1601 was talking about, I think. But the guy refuses to agree to an interview.â
âYou canât say for certain that thatâs who heâs talking about,â says Birck. âHeber doesnât say any more than that heâs spoken to him and tried to get him to do an interview, and that he refuses.â
âI know. But he could be talking about the same person.â
âIn that case, it should be someone Heber knows,â Birck says, his eyes still glued to the printout. âThey must at least know of each other. Or Heber should know, or at least guess, that this person doesnât want to speak to him. Or someone like him. Here,â he says, putting his finger on the page to show me. â âI doubt he would even answer if he knew it was me.â â
âExactly.â
Birck tidies the printout into a pile and puts it on the desk.
âNo, hold on. Look at the last entry again.â
Birck picks it up again and flips to the last page.
â âMeeting 1599, to talk,â â Birck reads aloud. â âMight tell them what Iâve heard. I donât know. Weâre meeting at our usual spot at 2230. Iâm nervous and unsettled, hesitant. Havenât got much done today.â Can I put it down now?â
âThe thing is, did he ever speak to 1599 about what heâd heard? In that case, she knows. Yes, you can put it down now.â
âThatâs true,â Birck says. âBut it might not have anything at all to do with what happened to Heber later on.â
âI know. But maybe.â
âIf you know all this, why are you telling me?â
I sigh, and shake my head. Nothing happens. Everythingâs quiet. My fingers are twitching. I want a Serax. When did I last have one â was it just before I went to Café Cairo? No longer than that?
Birck gets out of the chair and walks over towards the door.
âHow do you make contact without using a phone or email?â I ask.
He turns around.
âI donât know. Carrier-pigeon? Telegram? Smoke signals?â
II
A TOWN FULL OF
HEROES AND VILLAINS
14/12
Christian is sitting watching telly at his friendâs house out in Enskede. One of the party leaders is giving his opinion about some insignificant issue. Theyâve muted the TV to avoid having to listen to that bollocks. Sometimes thatâs the only thing to do.
He reads the words, one at a time, on the big banner hanging on the wall above the screen. Christian thinks about the knife â how it felt, resting there
Polly Williams
Cathie Pelletier
Randy Alcorn
Joan Hiatt Harlow
Carole Bellacera
Hazel Edwards
Rhys Bowen
Jennifer Malone Wright
Russell Banks
Lynne Hinton