had literally abandoned him.
Stop torturing yourself.
He tilted his head at that last thought.
Torturing?
Jack suddenly realized that in a strange way, what he was experiencing was a form of imprisonment of his mind. His perception was being held hostage by whatever neural damage he had likely incurred during the fall, and his SEAL training taught him that one way to survive long periods of captivity was by forcing happy thoughts into his mind, by recalling the good times.
He chose to remember when he had first met his wife, the feisty Dr. Taylor during his initial weeks at the Cape. Angela was the only daughter of Miguel âMickeyâ Valle, founder of the legendary Paradise Motorcycle Shop in South Miami, where she grew up among bikers and hackers before earning degrees in engineering from nearby Florida Institute of Technology and a doctorate from MIT. It had not taken very long for the slender brunette and former criminal hacker with high cheekbones, light-olive skin, and amazing hazel eyesâand who seemed to live on energy drinksâto get under his skin. And what made it impossible for him to give up the hunt was the way Angela tried to hide it all by minimizing makeup, keeping her brunette hair very short, wearing faded jeans, black T-shirts, and riding boots and jackets. But even her tomboy-biker tough looks couldnât hide a natural beauty that Jack found simply irresistible. And his persistence paid off in the end. After a long courting period, the couple was married on the beach among a colorful collection of characters from Angelaâs side of the fence, from bikers to hackers. Across the aisle, the groomâs side was limited to Navy personnel, mostly his SEAL brothers, plus Pete, who stood as best man for the short ceremony. Following an adrenaline honeymoon rock climbing El Capitan at Yosemite National Park in California, the couple settled into a little bungalow-style house in Cocoa Beach, just minutes from their work at the Cape.
Jack reminisced while looking up at the moon and the stars, which instantly reeled him back to his screwed-up reality.
Sitting in the passenger seat while Palmer calmly steered the rig down Highway 528 through Cocoa heading for the bridge leading to Cocoa Beach and the Atlantic Ocean, Jack got the sudden urge to punch someoneâand have someone punch him back very, very hard. Maybe thatâs what he needed instead of some happy fucking thoughts: a good old-fashioned bar fight to get his head screwed back on.
âYou okay there, buddy?â Palmer asked. âYouâve been awfully quiet.â
âDo you ever get the feeling that things arenât the way they should be?â Jack asked before he could stop himself.
It only took a microsecond before the conspiracy theorist nodded and said, âAll the time, my friend. All the damn time. Iâm telling you, nothing, absolutely nothing is really as it seems. Everything, from the water we drink and the food we eat to the clothes we buy and the girls we date, is carefully controlled and watched by big brother up in the sky. Thereâs really no place to hide. And the Internet only made things worse.â
âHow so?â
âIt proved that people are quite willing to trade off their privacy in return for things like free Facebook accounts, giving Uncle Sam even more insight into our personal lives.â
âSo, what can you do?â Jack asked, choosing to keep stoking this guy as a way to disengage from the reality of his situation. Though in a way, Jackâs current altered state of mind only helped give Palmerâs view of the world a certain degree of credibility.
âWell, of course you go on,â Palmer replied matter-of-factly. âYou keep doing what theyâre expecting you to do, every day, week after week, year after year. But you do it with full knowledge that the world as you know it is nothing but an illusion created by those in power.â
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