long time that year, but eventually the sky turned a hard steel color and the dogwoods dropped theirleaves and the crows began to sound mournful calling to each other from the edges of the meadow, which is how you know that it is autumn at last.
Danny and I found a not-too-bad love seat at the dump and put it in front of our empty, ash-scattered fireplace and fully intended to spend our evenings cuddling before a roaring blaze. Danny went so far as to borrow a firewood ax from his cousin and to lean it up against the side of the house.
We had no neighbors out in the woods and easily could have spent all day fornicating on the deckâor in the middle of the road, for that matterâwithout being disturbed by anyone. But the weather had turned raw and gritty and inhospitable to exposed skin. The fallen dead leaves were slippery and damp, clinging like slugs to the outdoor furniture so you were never quite sure what you were feeling when you accidently touched one. Inside the house, the light was a perpetual gloom and we kept the lamps lit all day long. Danny was gone most nights until late.
Charlie Blue and I were sitting down at the end of the bar when Tom came in after closing up the bookstore and asked Rafi for a Natty BoHo.
âWhen did you learn to play bass so well?â Tom asked Charlie.
Charlie blushed and smiled and looked down at his beer. âOh, Iâve just been picking at it some,â he said. âJust, you know, to kind of pass the time. I donât really know how to play much.â
âWhy donât you start playing out more?â Tom asked him. âYou could get together some folks to play with, I bet.â
Charlie blushed some more and didnât take his eyes off his beer. âOh, I just play from time to time,â he said. âJust kind of onthe spur of the moment. I couldnât go onto a stage or anything like that.â
âYou did here.â
âWell, itâs different here. I mean, itâs just us here, you know. Friends . . .â
âIâd go see you play,â said Tom.
âWe all would,â Rafi said, looking down the bar.
âNot me,â said Stinky, who had been shouting out a string of wrong answers to Jeopardy! and was looking disgusted with the TV.
âSee?â Rafi said. âIt would be perfect.â
Charlie grinned down into his beer.
âThe problem in this town,â Stinky said, ignoring Rafi, âis that every two-bit circus pony thinks heâs the horse of the year. Some things are best left to be effectuated by the professionals. Who wants to listen to amateur hour? I mean, as a musician, youâre not exactly that hula hoop guy.â
There was a pause while we all thought about it.
âYo-Yo Ma?â Tom said.
Stinky gave Tom a withering stare and pointedly turned back to Jeopardy! âMorons,â he muttered under his breath.
âIgnore him,â I said.
âHeâs got a point, though,â Charlie said. âIâm no professional musician. Iâm no Billy Joe.â
âLet me tell you,â Rafi said. âIâve known Billy Joe for almost a thousand years now, and even Billy Joe didnât used to be Billy Joe.â
âWhoâd he used to be?â Charlie asked.
Stinky snorted with his back to us.
âJust another kid with a secondhand guitar,â Rafi said.
âStill is,â Stinky said to the room.
âMaybe in some ways he still is,â Tom said. âBut thatâs the beauty of it.â
âHow do you mean?â Charlie said.
âI mean that weâre all in it togetherâjust human animals here on earth together for a short time. If we can make some music and share it with each other, well, then I guess weâve done some good in the world.â
âOh, brother,â Stinky said to the TV screen.
âIâll tell you what,â Rafi said to Charlie. âBilly Joe is at the house right now, and I
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