Station Zed

Station Zed by Tom Sleigh

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A Short History of Communism and the Enigma of Surplus Value
    My grandfather on his Allis Chalmers WC tractor, a natural Communist
    who hated Communism, is an example of Marx’s proletariat,
    though nothing near in his own mind what Marx meant by the masses—
    musing in his messianic beard, Marx intuited the enigma
    of surplus value that my grandfather understood
    from a cutter bar and threshing drum driving into the future
    as the combine harvester, thus increasing the bushels
    he could harvest each hour, thus increasing his hourly productivity
    for each minute expended of muscle foot pound power—
    but Marx didn’t foresee, exactly, that the tractor
    would develop into a techno Taj Majal, complete
    with safety glass cab, filtered AC, a surround sound system
    that could rival Carnegie Hall or blast Led Zeppelin
    at decibels that left your ears dazed, easily drowning out
    the invincible tractor’s roar—and the hydraulics, so swift
    you could lift the discs with a touch—and all this,
    in the old man’s mind, contrasting with the tractor
    he put me on to learn, a four stroke with a crank you had to turn,
    cursing and turning until it shook itself and shook itself
    like a drunk with the DTs, until clearing the mystification
    of its hallucinated roles, the tractor refused to sing the song
    of its own reification and hiccuped and lurched into the real.
    I’d climb onto the iron seat with a threadbare pad
    that made my ass sweat, a jug of iced tea wrapped in burlap,
    a bandana knotted to keep dust out of my mouth, goggles
    snapped onto my face like an ideologue’s dream so that I saw
    the fields foursquare as I contour-plowed acre after acre
    unfolding before me with such dialectical rigor
    that the ground of being would hold still forever, never blowing
    into reactions of horizon-shrouding dust whipped by the hot winds of contingency.
    Such a theory Marx made to argue the enigma into sense—
    and not just for himself but for the eponymous masses!
    But my grandfather’s big nose and wary drinker’s eyes keep breaking through
    the mask and posing an alternative enigma: what if his surplus value
    led him not to solidarity with the worker but made him into a Kulak
    who must be killed? So the locomotive pulls out
    of the Finland Station, so the colors red and white
    make uniforms for themselves: Lenin. Trotsky.
    Moth-eaten Czar Nicholas. Technicolor Rasputin.
    The ones who stood in front of Kresty Prison
    for three hundred hours. But the colors saw them coming—
    and wore the ones who wore them to rags.
    But fast forward a hundred years, my grandfather dead for fifty,
    and there, in a window on Fifth Avenue, the enigma
    hides itself in the headless, sexless torso of a mannequin
    as a fly lands on its finger, the window shattering
    to a thousand windows in the lenses of its eyes.
    And all the while the enigma, like the embalmed body of Lenin,
    keeps on breathing through his waxworks face.

The Parallel Cathedral
1
    The cathedral being built
    around our split level house was so airy, it stretched
    so high it was like a cloud of granite
    and marble light the house rose up inside.
    At the time I didn’t notice masons laying courses
    of stone ascending, flying buttresses
    pushing back forces that would have crushed our flimsy wooden beams.
    But the hammering and singing of the guilds went on
    outside my hearing, the lancets’ stained glass
    telling how a tree rose up from Jesse’s loins whose
    flower was Jesus staring longhaired from our bathroom wall
    where I wanted to ask if this was how he looked for real,
    slender, neurasthenic, itching for privacy
    as the work went on century after century.
2
    Fog in cherry trees, deer strapped
    to bumpers, fresh snow marked
    by dog piss shining frozen in the day made
    a parallel cathedral unseen but intuited
    by eyes that took it in and went on to the next
    thing and the next as if unbuilding
    a cathedral was the work
    that really mattered—not knocking
    it down, which was

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