now?â
He nodded. There was an uneasy silence.
âListen, I ought to tell you. Before your grandfather gets back. He doesnât like mention of the old country. He hardly refers to it at all. Living in the past is what caused it all, he says. Lost your father to us.â
âI know. My mother told me.â
âWhat did she tell you?â
âThatâ¦that my father went back to Croatia on his own.â His eyes were on the ground; he couldnât meet hers. âBecause you and Grandfather wouldnât take him.â He looked up. âIâm sorry. She told me sheâd written to youâ¦must be the letter you gotâ¦she said you had a right to know. About me. About what happened to my father. She gave me your address, too.â He was careful not to mention Novak. âThe old one. The girl who lives there now gave me this one. She sends her greetings. Iâm sorry, I canât remember her name.â
âYoung Nicky Radcliffe?â
He nodded, uninterested. That episode was past. âWhere is he now? Grandfather?â
âHeâs gone to see a neighbour about something. Heâs well-liked round here, you know.â
She seemed eager to persuade Vinko of it, but heâd make his own mind up, like heâd always had to.
âIâll go and put the kettle on,â she said. âMake us a cup of tea. We usually have dinner around seven; I hope youâll stay.â
She bustled into the kitchen, leaving Vinko to look round the trinkets and photos on the sideboard. He couldnât help weighing up the value of the smaller ornaments, or noticing two ten-pound notes beneath a glass paperweight. But he held back. Glancing around, he opened the top drawer a crack. Nothing but an assortment of mats and cloths. He quickly tried the rest of the drawers. No bank papers. He had never expected it to be that easy, and it was more of a relief than a disappointment; he still wasnât sure that was the reason he had come. He studied the photographs instead â a black and white wedding photo, presumably of Anja and Boris. A couple of portraits of a woman he thought must be the âsourfaceâ Nicola Radcliffe had mentioned â his aunt, Novakâs ex-wife, smiling now for the camera. A boy and a girl at various ages, he guessed his cousins, the most recent a similar age to himself. None of them included Novak, which was not surprising. Vinko was saddened, however, to see no sign of his father, not even as a boy. He sat back down, wondering whether he should have come. Presently he heard the back door open.
âBoris, weâve got a visitor. Wait, let me tell youâ¦â
Footsteps sounded and the connecting door was pulled closed. He heard muffled voices, hers hushed, his deeper and louder. Vinko considered trying to listen through the closed door or slipping away out the front. He decided the first would be too risky and the second pointless. Inertia won and he sat looking across at the pictures that didnât include his father. The voices in the kitchen got more insistent, more heated, and he heard movement, braced himself for the door to burst open. Instead he heard the back door slam and heavy footsteps down the side of the house and out along the drive. He looked through the window and saw a stocky, balding figure in a blue anorak striding down the road.
Anja stood by the kitchen door looking apologetic.
âHe had to go out again; heâll be back to meet you later,â she said as she put a tray with tea and cakes on the table. âA friend of hisââ
âI know. He doesnât want me here. Itâs all right, Iâll go before he gets back.â
âYou wonât!â she said. âOnly if you want to,â she added more gently. âThis is my house too. Iâll not have him turn you away so soon after Iâve met you.â
Her tears were welling up again and he felt embarrassed. He looked
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