everything. That way you can stop carrying everything around on the inside because that isn’t good. We all need someone that we can talk to without feeling like we are being judged and in your case that’s me. I have made my fair share of mistakes and so I am in no position to judge anyone. As a matter of fact I will share my story with you when you are done. How does that sound?”
“Sounds great.” I took a deep breath and then I began. I told her everything from the first day that Tre and I met up until the last time that I saw him. When I was done I had tears streaming down my face. I don’t think I really realized up until that point how much I really missed him. “I know that it was messed up for me to be dealing with another woman’s man and then on top of falling in love with him I ended up pregnant but I never meant for it to go down this way. I mean, I never planned to fall for him or get pregnant. The plan was to just have a little fun and that’s it. I didn’t have anybody and he was there and to be honest I was very attracted to him. I won’t sit here and front like I didn’t want to have sex with him because I did but I tried to fight it! I really did! Even when he first approached me I said no because you h ave somebody but I just couldn’t keep saying no.” Nisey had been quiet the entire time, never saying a word just listening. “I know that you probably think I am some kind of home wrecking hoe, don’t you?”
“Actually, I don’t. I mean, I’m not going to sit here and say that you weren’t wrong for getting involved with this man knowing that he had someone but ultimately the decision was his. He was the one who was in a committed relationship, not you. At the end of the day if he didn’t care about the woman that he had at home, why should you? That may sound harsh but it is what it is. ”
Finally someone who saw shit the way that I saw it! “True and that’s how I felt about the situation. Honestly, I don’t feel like I owe her anything but on the flipside of that there is a part of me that is like what if I was in her shoes. How would I feel about the next bitch creeping with my man and getting pregnant by him? I know without a doubt that I would be hurt but I would never go and approach her or anything because I know better than that, I would fuck my man up though!”
“Yeah, I hate when women be fighting each other over a dude but still be laid up with him like he ain’t did shit wrong! That burns me up!” She hit her fist on the table. “I have to commend you for how you handled things. A lot of women would’ve been at his door telling the babymama that she was pregnant and just causing a huge messy scene. I like the fact that you didn’t do that.”
“Nah, that ain’t how I r oll. You see one thing about it. I’ve always known my position from day one. I knew that I was the side chic, the one that he crept off with, do what he do and then go back home to ol girl. I’ve always played my position and never tried to play any other position. Most chics be a side chic with main chic expectations…not me! When I realized that I’d fallen in love with Tre and was pregnant by him. I packed my shit and dipped because I knew that it wouldn’t be long before I did some ol silly shit that I would regret later! I’d been known that I was in love with him a while back, hell we been dealing for two years but then when I found out I was pregnant…I just had to leave. I will be honest with you though, I miss him a lot. I miss laughing and talking to him. ”
“ That’s understandable. So do you plan on telling him that you’re pregnant ?”
“No…I don’t know…maybe one day.”
She sat back in her chair. “What about your parents? From the things that you’ve told me about them, they seem like they’d be really supportive and you need all of the support that you can get during this time. Plus I know that your mom is going to be very upset that her only
“Sounds great.” I took a deep breath and then I began. I told her everything from the first day that Tre and I met up until the last time that I saw him. When I was done I had tears streaming down my face. I don’t think I really realized up until that point how much I really missed him. “I know that it was messed up for me to be dealing with another woman’s man and then on top of falling in love with him I ended up pregnant but I never meant for it to go down this way. I mean, I never planned to fall for him or get pregnant. The plan was to just have a little fun and that’s it. I didn’t have anybody and he was there and to be honest I was very attracted to him. I won’t sit here and front like I didn’t want to have sex with him because I did but I tried to fight it! I really did! Even when he first approached me I said no because you h ave somebody but I just couldn’t keep saying no.” Nisey had been quiet the entire time, never saying a word just listening. “I know that you probably think I am some kind of home wrecking hoe, don’t you?”
“Actually, I don’t. I mean, I’m not going to sit here and say that you weren’t wrong for getting involved with this man knowing that he had someone but ultimately the decision was his. He was the one who was in a committed relationship, not you. At the end of the day if he didn’t care about the woman that he had at home, why should you? That may sound harsh but it is what it is. ”
Finally someone who saw shit the way that I saw it! “True and that’s how I felt about the situation. Honestly, I don’t feel like I owe her anything but on the flipside of that there is a part of me that is like what if I was in her shoes. How would I feel about the next bitch creeping with my man and getting pregnant by him? I know without a doubt that I would be hurt but I would never go and approach her or anything because I know better than that, I would fuck my man up though!”
“Yeah, I hate when women be fighting each other over a dude but still be laid up with him like he ain’t did shit wrong! That burns me up!” She hit her fist on the table. “I have to commend you for how you handled things. A lot of women would’ve been at his door telling the babymama that she was pregnant and just causing a huge messy scene. I like the fact that you didn’t do that.”
“Nah, that ain’t how I r oll. You see one thing about it. I’ve always known my position from day one. I knew that I was the side chic, the one that he crept off with, do what he do and then go back home to ol girl. I’ve always played my position and never tried to play any other position. Most chics be a side chic with main chic expectations…not me! When I realized that I’d fallen in love with Tre and was pregnant by him. I packed my shit and dipped because I knew that it wouldn’t be long before I did some ol silly shit that I would regret later! I’d been known that I was in love with him a while back, hell we been dealing for two years but then when I found out I was pregnant…I just had to leave. I will be honest with you though, I miss him a lot. I miss laughing and talking to him. ”
“ That’s understandable. So do you plan on telling him that you’re pregnant ?”
“No…I don’t know…maybe one day.”
She sat back in her chair. “What about your parents? From the things that you’ve told me about them, they seem like they’d be really supportive and you need all of the support that you can get during this time. Plus I know that your mom is going to be very upset that her only
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