it.â She had nothing. Couldnât think of a word to say. No response and couldnât even say that. Her former best friend was clearly upset...with good reason. She was speechless because heâd said âdead.â Meaning, she might have been close to it. Jesse was a smart man. Heâd know if she was breathing or if her heart was beating. Sheâd never seen him like this. Ever. Through all the scrapes and bruises growing up. Or the awkwardness in junior high. Or even going to the spring dance with her to shut up Garrisonâs bragging about taking the homecoming queen. This quiet man had never broken down. If she didnât know him so well, sheâd swear he was halfway crying with relief. He pressed the corner of his palms into his eyesâher habitâbefore standing straight and throwing back his wide shoulders. Absolutely not. That was impossible. Jesse didnât cry. Nothing affected him that deeply. âYouâre obviously tired,â she concluded. âBut are you ready to get back to Dalhart?â âNo!â He marched to her side and pressed on her shoulders to hold her in place. âWe arenât going anywhere. He said to stay put.â âHeâs talking to you? How? Is he watching? Is that how he knows when you mess with the collar?â âHe knows when you mess with it or when you try to leave. Heâs either triggering it or thereâs a sensor embedded. It starts beeping before youâre shocked.â âI can handle a couple of shocks until we can get to a hospital.â âAvery, honey.â He rubbed his palms up and down her arms. âYouâve already tried that. This time you canât remember trying it. We arenât doing it again. Weâre waiting.â âYou canât really expect me to just sit here. Until what? He kills both of us?â She could rest a little longer while she figured this out. She headed back to the picnic table. âWhat about Garrison? Whoâs going to warn him?â âItâs already been taken care of.â âRight. And thatâs the reason you personally came to rescue his little sister.â She crossed her arms, not meaning to huff, but sort of huffing all the same. She didnât mean it and regretted the words as soon as they were out, causing a continued tension between them. Jesse was talking about things theyâd experienced a couple of hours ago that she couldnât remember. She wasnât angry at him or his help. She was frightened and didnât know how to admit it. âWould you put being angry at me on hold? I know Iâm the bad guy in your life. Iâm willing to accept that responsibility most days. I just think we have a bigger problem at the moment.â Put her anger on hold? That was a ridiculous suggestion and made her want to laugh out loud. But it was also very logical. It was very...Jesse. âAgreed.â Shoot. Shoot. Shoot. Her heart took a little tumble as she watched his surprised expression and the backward step that he took. His hands drifted from her shoulders to her knees and the outline of her body in between. Time for her to put distance between them and keep it there. She sat confused on the picnic table. Suddenly cold and warm and severely attracted to him. Even here. She wanted his warmth, his comfort, his concern. âSo how do you know what Snake Eyes wants?â she asked, pulling her knees to her body and weakly wrapping her arms around them. She couldnât dwell on how her body felt. She could stay as strong as Jesse. She could remain strong and logical. But to think logically, like a law-enforcement officer, she needed the facts, which were all fuzzy. Some danced around in her brain but not as complete sentences. Everything was fragmented like a puzzle. âSnake Eyes called the sheriffâs office when I arrived at the fireâwhere you were supposed to be. He