a couple of days ago, safe in her work environment, if one of her colleagues had asked her how she felt about Gray McGregor, she would have been able to answer calmly and easily that he meant nothing to her any more. That she hardly ever thought of him, and that if she did, it was only because of a vague curiosity as to what he might be doing now.
That would have been true. But now ?
Now she felt all over the place. Confused, upset, disturbed .
I wanted to be in his arms! I wanted to kiss him!
Sheâd only been with him for two days. Two days into a week together! What on earth would she be like at the end of it? Beau had thought she was strong. Sheâd thoughtâsheâd assumedâthat she was resolute in her feelings towards the man. That those feelings wouldnât change...that sheâd be able to carry on with her life and every day would be the same as the one before it. Just the way she liked it.
Only, Gray being here had changed everything.
She pulled off the clothing that Claire had let her borrow, and as she sat there in her underwear, she heard Gray clear his throat outside her tent.
âAhem...knock-knock?â
Just hearing that lilting Scottish accent, purring away so close to her, sent shivers of awareness down her spine.
Gritting her teeth, she pulled her tee shirt over her head and retightened her ponytail. âYes?â
âIâve come to see if youâre okay.â
Growling inwardly, she lay flat to pull herself into her khaki cargo pants and zipped them and buttoned them up before she yanked open the zip to her tent and stuck her head out.
âIâm fantastic.â
His head tilted to one side and he raised a questioning eyebrow. âYou sound it.â
âGood. Then maybe youâll leave me alone.â
âSo youâre angry with me ?â
She scuttled out from within her tent and stood up, straightening her clothes. âYesâand donât say that I donât have good reason.â She knew she sounded petulant, but she didnât care.
âIâm sorry. I didnât realise that asking if you were all right was a capital offence.â
She didnât answer him, just knelt down to gather up Claireâs clothes so she could return them.
âOnly if you do it,â she said eventually.
He shrugged and squinted into the bright sun. âMy apologies, then. I was just trying to show that I care.â
âWell, you canât.â
âWhy not?â
She turned to him, exasperated, but kept her voice low so as not to share their argument with the whole camp. âBecause itâs you , Gray. You. I put my life in your hands once before. I gave you everything and you abandoned me. And...â she raised a hand to stop him from interrupting â...just when I thought I knew where to place you on the evolutionary scaleâwhich, for your information, was somewhere below pond scum levelâyou turn up here and youâre nice! Youâre annoyingly nice and pleasant and charming, and then you have the nerve to save my life and make me feel grateful ! Do you know what happened to me the last time I was grateful to you, Gray? Hmm...?â
All through her rant, all through her rage and exasperation, heâd stood there, staring calmly back at her, not saying anything. Just listening. Just being gracious about the whole thing, for crying out loud!
âI was just worried that you werenât eating enough.â
âThatâs for me to worry about, Gray. Not you. I get to worry about me. You donât get that opportunity any moreâdo you understand?â
He nodded once. âOkay. If thatâs what you want.â
She let out a pent-up breath. âThatâs what I want.â
âOkay. Well, I figured you might want this. I sneaked it into my backpack and I was saving it for a special occasion, but...but I think you might need it more than me.â
He reached into his pocket
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