counseling for abandonment issues. The Shanahans were constantly working with me on my social skills, until one day I said, âI think my social skills would be better if I could punch some people.â
The minute she gives me her lopsided smile, I know weâre okay.
âAll right, but no more teasing,â she says.
âI promise.â
She gets quiet again, and her finger returns to flicking the corner of her textbook. âSo ⦠have you figured out the message?â
âNo. You were right,â I say. âIâm not as smart as you.â
Wiggly lines appear across her forehead. âI never said that.â
âYou said you liked being smart and I should try it some time. You also told me you didnât know why anyone would want me.â
Her face scrunches. âGeez, you know I only said those things because I was hurt. Iâve always said you were smart.â
âI take ADD meds and get Câs.â
âYou also never open a book. You could pull good grades if you tried.â
âI hate reading.â
ââCause itâs harder for you. That doesnât mean youâre dumb. I hear how you talk. Your vocabulary is better than most kids in my AP English. There are different kinds of smart, Talan. You have an amazing memory, youâre witty, and you think quick under pressure. Me? Iâm academic. Give me textbooks and formulas and I can figure out things. Well, some things. I spent hours on that stupid message and couldnât solve it either.â
âWe should be working together.â I move my chair closer and lock eyes with her. âWe make a good team.â
Her mouth curls into a smile. âYeah ⦠â
The first bell rings and I move to my regular seat behind her. Jose Aguilar, Kollin, and Emily trickle in first, followed by the Pillars. Assholes. I can barely stand to look at them after witnessing that party.
Professor Solomon shuffles in last, and our classroom becomes a silent movie. We sit perfectly still as he sets his briefcase on the desk and pulls out a notepad.
âBefore the Pillars leave for their meeting, Iâd like to assign your group projects. While theyâre due at the end of the term, Iâd suggest you begin as early as possible, as theyâll account for 70 percent of your grade. Each group is responsible for researching a famous public figure. You will write a ten-page paper, applying the concepts from class to illustrate the impact your subject has had on todayâs culture and on your lives in particular.â
Solomon orders us to move our desks together in a U-shape. Laney slides her chair to my left, and Kollin glides his to her opposite side.
Then Solomon scoots his bifocals down and walks around the half circle, pairing us and writing our groups in his notebook. âMs. Mann and Mr. Moore, you will be presenting together. Ms. Kaminski, youâll be with Mr. Kabal. Mr. Hunter and Mr. Robinson ⦠â
When Solomon reaches me, Kollinâs face gets tight. Itâs obvious whatâs coming. Solomon points to Laney and me. âMs. Shanahan and Mr. Michaelsâyouâll be working together. And since we have an odd number of students, you last threeââhe points to Kollin, Emily, and Joseââcan collaborate.â
Kollin glances to his left. Weird . Did he just wink at Emily?
Professor Solomon dismisses the Pillars. A minute later, he starts a lecture on morality. Like Pavlovâs dog, Iâm instantly dozing.
The classroom phone buzzes me awake.
Solomon listens, nods, and then hangs up and glares at me. âYouâre wanted for a meeting in the Executive Building, Mr. Michaels.â He fills out a pass and shuffles over with it. âYouâll be out for the whole period.â
Decent.
I hop up and head for the door.
âYou might want to pick up some coffee on your way,â Solomon mutters.
As I trek across campus, I realize
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