fucked up!
“Why are you leaving?” He asked following closely behind me.
“I knew this would happen.” I started crying.
“Jules, I’m just shocked that’s all. I wasn’t expecting you to tell me that.”
I went on to explain our relationship and that I really didn’t know he would be the one teaching the class. I needed it to graduate so I couldn’t drop it. I even told him about the kiss earlier. He looked hurt but took it at face value, it meant nothing. It was a goodbye.
“This is going to change things with the hearing though. I’m sure there are pictures of the two of you. Someone could have gotten a hold of them and they could be used against you as evidence.”
“I know. I’m really sorry Noah. My love life has always been a mess, I’m terrible at it.”
“You’re not terrible at it, you just haven’t been with the right person.” I knew he was right. When all was said and done he’s the only one and it scared me. He smiled and led me back to the bedroom to continue packing.
We curled up in bed and watched television. It seemed so domesticated. I turned to look at him and he smiled contently. With all of this behind me, and the fact that he was still here I decided it was safe enough to let him in a little. I let my wall down.
“Noah, please don’t make me fall for you if you don’t plan on catching me.”
“I’ll always catch you baby, always. I wish there was some way I could make you understand how I feel. I give you what you want in the bedroom because I know it’s what you think you need, but every time we’re together it’s with love. I’m going to earn your love again, you’ll see.” We kissed and actually made love for the first time, since our first time. It didn’t even do my memory justice…
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Now or Never
When I woke up the next morning the bed was empty. I freaked out thinking that maybe after my confession last night that he may have changed is mind. There was a note on my pillow telling me to have a good day and that he loved me. I smiled and headed to the kitchen, I regretted it almost immediately.
“Morning princess.” Jackson was sitting at the breakfast bar. Does this place have a revolving door or something? Didn’t he just have the locks changed?
“Morning… I’ll be right back.” I scurried back to bedroom and put some more clothes on. I only had a pair of boy-shorts and a tank top on. I knew that he’d seen me in less at work, but here it just felt wrong. I put on a pair of pajama bottoms on and walked back to the kitchen.
“I should come here first thing in the morning more often.” He teased.
“I should wear clothes more often.” I joked back.
“So, Noah left already and I figured maybe we could go grab breakfast or something. I figured we should get to know each other since you’re dating my best friend.”
“Um, sure, let me go get changed. Again.” I looked at what he was wearing so I could dress similar. He had on a pair of jeans, a long sleeve white polo shirt and sneakers. I headed into the closet and picked out a black sweater, skinny jeans and knee high black boots. I grabbed my new jacket since it was starting to get really cold in the morning.
“I’m ready.” We went to the parking garage and he hit his key fab. Holy shit!
“What kind of car is that?” I asked. It was literally the most beautiful car I’d ever seen.
“It’s the 2012 Aston Martin Vanquish V12 Black Carbon Edition.”
“Okay, whatever all that means. She’s sexy, I think I’m in love.”
“Hey, she’s taken.” He opened the door for me and the inside was just as nice as the outside. I wanted one, I knew if it got back to Noah he’d probably have one parked there when I got home.
“Do not tell Noah I said that.”
“Why? Are you afraid of what he’ll do if I do?”
“Yes. You know exactly what he’d
“Why are you leaving?” He asked following closely behind me.
“I knew this would happen.” I started crying.
“Jules, I’m just shocked that’s all. I wasn’t expecting you to tell me that.”
I went on to explain our relationship and that I really didn’t know he would be the one teaching the class. I needed it to graduate so I couldn’t drop it. I even told him about the kiss earlier. He looked hurt but took it at face value, it meant nothing. It was a goodbye.
“This is going to change things with the hearing though. I’m sure there are pictures of the two of you. Someone could have gotten a hold of them and they could be used against you as evidence.”
“I know. I’m really sorry Noah. My love life has always been a mess, I’m terrible at it.”
“You’re not terrible at it, you just haven’t been with the right person.” I knew he was right. When all was said and done he’s the only one and it scared me. He smiled and led me back to the bedroom to continue packing.
We curled up in bed and watched television. It seemed so domesticated. I turned to look at him and he smiled contently. With all of this behind me, and the fact that he was still here I decided it was safe enough to let him in a little. I let my wall down.
“Noah, please don’t make me fall for you if you don’t plan on catching me.”
“I’ll always catch you baby, always. I wish there was some way I could make you understand how I feel. I give you what you want in the bedroom because I know it’s what you think you need, but every time we’re together it’s with love. I’m going to earn your love again, you’ll see.” We kissed and actually made love for the first time, since our first time. It didn’t even do my memory justice…
CHAPTER ELEVEN
Now or Never
When I woke up the next morning the bed was empty. I freaked out thinking that maybe after my confession last night that he may have changed is mind. There was a note on my pillow telling me to have a good day and that he loved me. I smiled and headed to the kitchen, I regretted it almost immediately.
“Morning princess.” Jackson was sitting at the breakfast bar. Does this place have a revolving door or something? Didn’t he just have the locks changed?
“Morning… I’ll be right back.” I scurried back to bedroom and put some more clothes on. I only had a pair of boy-shorts and a tank top on. I knew that he’d seen me in less at work, but here it just felt wrong. I put on a pair of pajama bottoms on and walked back to the kitchen.
“I should come here first thing in the morning more often.” He teased.
“I should wear clothes more often.” I joked back.
“So, Noah left already and I figured maybe we could go grab breakfast or something. I figured we should get to know each other since you’re dating my best friend.”
“Um, sure, let me go get changed. Again.” I looked at what he was wearing so I could dress similar. He had on a pair of jeans, a long sleeve white polo shirt and sneakers. I headed into the closet and picked out a black sweater, skinny jeans and knee high black boots. I grabbed my new jacket since it was starting to get really cold in the morning.
“I’m ready.” We went to the parking garage and he hit his key fab. Holy shit!
“What kind of car is that?” I asked. It was literally the most beautiful car I’d ever seen.
“It’s the 2012 Aston Martin Vanquish V12 Black Carbon Edition.”
“Okay, whatever all that means. She’s sexy, I think I’m in love.”
“Hey, she’s taken.” He opened the door for me and the inside was just as nice as the outside. I wanted one, I knew if it got back to Noah he’d probably have one parked there when I got home.
“Do not tell Noah I said that.”
“Why? Are you afraid of what he’ll do if I do?”
“Yes. You know exactly what he’d
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