donât let me disturb you.â
As if he hadnât disturbed her enough already. She felt instinctively that she didnât want to talk to him, but on the other hand she didnât want to seem uninteresting. If she were forced into a conversation now, it would have to be about something neutral.
âWhat kind of work do you do?â
There was almost a cloud of dust around that question, it was so boring, but Mattias wasnât about to be scared off.
âIâve just started a new job as head of personnel for a large sporting goods store, not one of those big chains but an independent one. Iâve never been a boss before, so thatâs why they sent me to this course.â
He grinned.
âNot that I think it was actually necessary, since we only have six employees, but the owner of the store is a friend of mine, and he knows how bad our finances have been since Pernillaâs accident. You know, the part I mentioned about not having any health insurance.â
She wanted to say something appropriate about how happy she was for his sake, but she wasnât going to lie anymore. Instead she said something about insurance companies in general, and he picked up on it right away and they were off on an interesting diversion. No matter how much she wanted to deny it, she had to admit that he was a very entertaining table companion, and for the next hour she had a great time, and she even laughed a few times. And how he talked about his wife! So full of love and loyalty â not ten minutes would pass during the conversation before he would mention her again. Quite naturally, she supposed, since she was part of his life. Monika wondered whether Thomas would ever talk about her in this way â whether she would ever be such a central part of his life, so natural and self-evident. Mattias told her about the difficult years after the accident, how it had brought them even closer together. With a laugh he told about how they tried to fill the emptiness left by their great passion for diving. How they tried one hobby after another, but since they couldnât afford to spend any money the choice was rather limited. He laughed the most when he described their brave attempts to take up birdwatching. How, after a day in a bush with only a magpie and two wagtails on their list, they were forced to admit that telling the anecdote would probably be more fun than ever doing it again. Later, in library books, Pernilla began readingabout the history of Sweden, and after a while her interest in the topic became so intense that he began to think it was becoming obsessive. With a smile he confessed that she had also become a little too interested in Gustav II Adolf and the rest of those historical characters, but that it was probably all right because at least it didnât strain her back. And he told her how happy he was about his new job, which would finally make manageable the debts incurred during Pernillaâs rehabilitation, not to mention the ongoing expense for all the chiropractors and masseuses that were necessary to alleviate her pain.
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Someone clinking a glass brought all the conversations to a halt, and all eyes scanned the room for the source of the sound. The course leader had stood up.
âI just wanted to check that weâre all gathered together. I have a question Iâd like you to think about, and that is whether you might consider extending the day by two hours tomorrow so that we can squeeze in all the scheduled events. Iâm afraid that, otherwise, we would have to cancel the stress management lecture.â
According to the programme the course was supposed to be over at lunchtime. She had promised to pick up her mother at three and drive her to the cemetery.
âAll those who would consider staying please raise your hands.â
Almost everyoneâs hand went up. Ã
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