Out of the Blue

Out of the Blue by Helen Dunmore

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tramp over the slats
    where the pavement’s torn up.
    One of them’s telling a joke.
    They swing on under a banner
    for a play by Harold Pinter –
    stretched linen, four metres wide
    and at least two workmen tall,
    spread on a ten-metre wall –
    the play’s The Dumb Waiter .
    They go on past a kindergarten
    which is tipping out children,
    past banks with bullet-holes in them,
    past an industrial shoal
    of tower-block homes
    to the second-right turn
    where the pulse of street-life picks up,
    where there are people and shops.
    Ahead, a queue forms
    as a café rattles itself open
    and starts to serve out ice cream.
    Inside his treacle-brown frame
    a young man flickers and smiles
    as he fans out the biscuit-shells –
    already half the ice cream’s gone
    and the waiter teases the children
    with cold smoke from a new can.
    Seeds stick to their tongues –
    gooseberry, cloudberry – chill,
    grainy and natural.
    Shoving their caps back
    the workmen join on
    and move forward in line
    for what’s over. Tapping light coins
    they move at a diagonal
    to a blue, skew-whiff ditched Trabbi.

Brown coal
    The room creaked like a pair of lungs
    and the fire wouldn’t go
    till we held up the front page for it.
    All the while the news was on
    that day they wired up the Wall
    while I was swimming on newspaper –
    a cold rustle of words
    to the wheezing of my sister.
    I caught the fringe of her scarf
    in winter smogs after school
    as she towed me through the stutter
    of high-lamped Ford Populars

    and down the mouth of the railway tunnel
    into water-pocked walls
    and the dense sulphurous hollows
    of nowhere in particular.
    It was empty but for smog.
    Coughing through our handkerchiefs
    we walked eerily, lammed
    at the brickwork, picked ourselves up.
    I walked through nowhere last April
    into a mist of brown coal,
    sulphur emissions, diesel
    stopped dead at the Wall,
    the whiff of dun Trabants
    puttering north/south
    past a maze of roadworks,
    leaving hours for us to cross
    in the slow luxury of strolling
    as the streets knit themselves up
    to become a city again.
    By instinct I kept my mouth shut
    and breathed like one of us girls
    in our “identical-twin” coats,
    listening out for rare cars,
    coal at the back of our throats –
    it was England in the fifties,
    half-blind with keeping us warm,
    so I was completely at ease
    in a small street off Unter Den Linden
    as a fire-door behind wheezed
    and Berlin creaked like two lungs.

Safe period
    Your dry voice from the centre of the bed
    asks ‘Is it safe?’
    and I answer for the days as if I owned them.
    Practised at counting, I rock
    the two halves of the month like a cradle.
    The days slip over their stile
    and expect nothing. They are just days,
    and we’re at it again, thwarting
    souls from the bodies they crave.
    They’d love to get into this room
    under the yellow counterpane
    we’ve torn to make a child’s cuddly,
    they’d love to slide into the sheets
    between soft, much-washed
    flannelette fleece,
    they’d love to be here in the moulded spaces
    between us, where there is no room,
    but we don’t let them. They fly about gustily,
    noisy as our own children.

Big barbershop man
    Big barbershop man turning away,
    sides of his face
    lathered and shaved
    close with the cut-throat
    he always uses,
    big barbershop man turning away,
    helping the neighbours
    make good, sweating
    inside a stretched t-shirt
    with NO MEANS YES on the back of it,
    waltzing a side of pig,
    taking the weight,
    scalp like a glove
    rucked with the strain,
    big barbershop man turning away
    trim inside like a slice of ham
    big barbershop man
    hoisting the forequarter,
    fat marbled with meat
    stiff as a wardrobe,
    big barbershop man
    waltzing a side of pig
    striped like a piece
    of sun awning, cool
    as a jelly roll,
    big barbershop man waltzing the meat
    like a barber’s pole on yellow Main Street.

The dry well
    It was not always a dry well.
    Once it had been brimming with water.
    cool, limpid, delicious

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