deep breath.
âI need to tell you something,â I said. âYou know how Iâve never gotten my period?â
âYeah.â Faith had always been the one telling me how lucky I was that I didnât have to deal with tampons. âItâs because of all the training you do, right?â
âRemember when I went to Veeâs OB? It . . . it turns out I donât have a uterus.â
âOh, honey.â She put her brush down and reached for my hand. âDoes that mean you canât have kids? How did this happen?â
I shook my head, tears forming in my eyes, and I was just about to spill the part about my chromosomes and testicles and my stupid syndrome, when her sister poked her head in. âWeâre leaving in five, Faith. Mom needs to pick up some fruit for the meet and greet. Can you do my hair now?â She waved a bag of hair ties and bobby pins, oblivious to the horror on her sisterâs face. And the shame on mine.
âIâd better go,â I said, blinking as Angie sprawled on Faithâs bed.
âKrissy . . .â Faith reached out after me. âGive me a call if you need me, will you?â
I shook my head. âNo cell phone.â
âThen . . . email?â
âInternetâs cut off, too. But maybe my dad will let me use it just once. If I need it.â
Back at home, I asked Aunt Carla if Vee had stopped by, but of course she hadnât. She wasnât an early bird. Her dad had probably flaked out and forgotten to tell her Iâd dropped in yesterday. If Vee hadnât even rehashed the night with Faith, it almost certainly meant that she wasnât going to talk about it with anyone.
Vee didnât tend to let things percolateânot like me. She either made a big deal out of something, or dismissed it to clear her bandwidth. I imagined Vee thinking of the randomness of my Y chromosome, asking herself, âWTF?â and forgetting about it.
That night, as I got ready for bed, I realized that, all in all, it had been pretty peaceful spending the weekend without my cell and internet. I did wonder whether Sam had called, or if Maggie had emailed again, but Iâd know soon enough.
Just one more night, and Iâd be back in the game.
CHAPTER 13
My dad didnât give me my cell phone back on Monday until I literally walked out the door. As I reached for it, he gave it a warning shake. âDonât let it happen again,â he said, the crack in his voice almost too small to be noticeable. I paused to give him a hug, even though I could see Faithâs car waiting at the curb.
I thumbed on my phone as I cut across our lawn, and saw my seven missed calls and ten text messages at the same time I registered there was only one person waiting in the car.
âWhereâs Vee?â I said, opening the shotgun door for the first time in months.
âSheâs hitching a ride with Bruce today,â Faith said. âShe needed to get there early to put up some posters.â She wasnât smiling. Faith always smiled, even at 6:50 on a Monday morning. She put the car into gear and started driving, sneaking apeek over at me after a few seconds. âSo, uh, I guess you never got in touch with her?â
âNo . . . but it looks like she called me,â I said. Twice, it seemed. âWhy, did you two talk?â
âYeah,â Faith said. I felt a little jolt in my chest, a shot of adrenaline like the feeling I got when the starter would tell runners to get on their marks. Just like at the beginning of a race, though, Faith made me wait for the gun to go off. As I held my breath, she kept her eyes on the road, pacing herself a perfect two car lengths behind the Chevy in front of us.
âSo,â I said finally, âwhatâd you two talk about?â
âWell . . . after church I called her because I was so sad about your news. And she filled me in on some of the details you left out.â
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