My Body-His Marcello by Blakely Bennett

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with you.”
    “ What’s that supposed to mean?”
    “ It
means that you have ideas in your head of how you should be and
what you should respond to or maybe what’ve you enjoyed in the
past. But the truth of the matter is very different than what you
think it should be. Maybe it’s time for you to just accept that
you’re a slut and that the things you thought would turn you off,
turn you on.”
    “ I’m a
slut?” I asked incredulously.
    “ Of
course, as am I. You’ve allowed your husband to send you away for
three days to another man’s home. There is real empowerment in
owning who and what you are.”
    “ I’m
doing all of this for Luke.”
    “ Tell
yourself whatever you have to, to get by. I’m just saying there’s
more power in owning it.”
    “ What’s going to happen to me?”
    “ For
the next few days?”
    “ Yes.”
    “ I
don’t know and couldn’t tell you if I did. I will tell you that we
will spend the rest of this day and part of the next enjoying each
other. I do know there is a party tomorrow night and I expect you
will figure prominently.”
    “ What
does that mean?”
    “ Hmmm.
In some way you’ll be the center of attention, I imagine, but
that’s all I’m willing to say. I’ve probably said too much. Please
don’t mention it to anyone.”
    I laughed. “Who
is there to tell?”
    “ I’m
just saying,” she said, shrugging.
    “ Okay.”
    * * *
    True to Janice’s
word, we played together for most of the rest of the
day.
    After we had lain
around for a while and I had recovered she pulled out her bottom
drawer for me to see.
    “ Oh my
god!” I said, scanning the different toys filling the space. “Do
you use all of these?”
    “ At
one time or another. You know how it goes with these men; I can’t
play with myself without permission now.
    I couldn’t help
asking, although I really didn’t want to know, “Did you use these
with Luke?” My stomach clenched before she even
responded.
    “ I
don’t know about with you, but Luke wasn’t much into
toys.”
    Relief flooded me
and I couldn’t help but smile.
    “ You’re a funny one,” she said and gently touched my cheek.
“Jealousy is a really hard thing to deal with in our
lifestyle.”
    “ This
is all new to me.”
    “ What
do you mean?” The smile from her face dropped.
    “ Domination, discipline, having sex with other people … all of
it,” I said, shrugging my shoulders.
    “ Well,
I assumed you were green but not totally inexperienced. Does Luke
know?”
    I chuckled, “Of
course he does.”
    “ I
see,” she said but I couldn’t tell what was going on in that head
of hers. “So pick something.” She pointed into the
drawer.
    The toys were all
piled together so I carefully stirred things around to try to make
sense of it all. I picked up a strap-on and said, “For women? Have
you had girlfriends?”
    “ That
one in particular I bought when I was with a Dom before I met Luke.
He would get angry if I purchased a toy and then rarely used it—or
at least not as much as he thought I should. He didn’t care for
waste, so as a joke I bought that. I knew he would never let me
near his ass and I thought it was rather funny.”
    “ Did
he punish you?”
    “ Of
course he did, as I imagined he would. I still thought he might see
the humor in it, too,” she breathed out heavily, “but his idea of
‘funny’ was to not let me cum for a week. Trust me when I say that
really was not funny.”
    I couldn’t help
but laugh. “Sorry Janice but it’s rather hysterical, this lifestyle
we have chosen.” Continuing to search through her stash, I asked,
“So why do you have three of them?”
    “ After
Mr. No Humor, I dated a woman for a while. She was gorgeous and
submissive and I almost certainly could have fallen in love with
her but for one thing ...”
    “ Which
was?” I asked, finding her disclosures fascinating.
    “ She
had no cock.” Janice winked at me.
    “ Oh my
god,” I cracked up, “that is