was packed, and I knew several of the patrons. Bad combo when youâve just found the murdered body of a local hero/villain, depending on where your sympathies lay. Though I had yet to meet anyone who considered her a hero.
âDid you
really
find the body?â Helen Johnson, two tables over, asked, whispering it loudly across the table between us, which was occupied by a farmer I didnât recognize.
âYes, we did,â I said, including Gogi, across the table from me, in my gaze.
Isadore, who was clearing tables, thumped her bus pan down on an empty table and cast a look around. Helen eyedher nervously and shut up. I confess I did wonder what had happened between the former friends.
âWhy donât we get out of here?â Gogi whispered, leaning across the table. âI should get back to Golden Acres, make sure my folks arenât upset by the news. Weâll plan our shopping trip for another day, next week maybe.â
Out on the sidewalk I heaved a sigh of relief, even as I eyed the post office with trepidation. âI wonder if Hannah knows yet,â I said.
âMaybe. Probably not, though, unless someone went in to the library and told her.â
I made a sudden decision. âIâm going to go tell her myself, or if sheâs already heard, make sure sheâs okay.â
âHannah is tougher than you seem to think. That girl has had dozens of operations, hundreds of treatments and medications. Sheâs resilient.â
âBut tenderhearted,â I said. âI wonât rest unless I do this.â
Gogi touched my shoulder, then pulled me into a hug. âYouâre a good woman, Merry Wynter.â
âDo you want a ride?â
Gogi shook her head. âI think Iâll walk. I need some peace before I enter the fray.â
We walked together as far as the library, then she walked on alone. I entered the library, the cool, calm oasis that Hannah had created in the weird little burg that was Autumn Vale.
âMerry, my good friend!â she called out, looking up from a catalog on her desk. âIâm so sorry. I heard what happened, and that you found her.â
And in that moment I knew that I had come to the library not for Hannahâs comfort, but for my own, and my eyes watered. I needed to see her sweet face and know there was so much goodness in the world that countered the evil that men do. âHannah, it was so awful,â I said, circling the desk, hugging her frail little body to me, and sitting in the visitorâschair next to her wheelchair. âIt was terrible. I think itâs worse because I didnât like her, and now I feel guilty about that.â
âYou need a good cup of tea,â she said, and set about her task, the wheelchair moving smoothly and quietly to the table behind, where she plugged in the kettle and got down the teapot. She set out a tray and some cups. âI tried my hand at
montecados
, a kind of Spanish cookie,â she said over her shoulder. âWhile you were gone I tried to do a few Spanish things, so Iâd feel close to you. I made these and they turned out, so I made some more last night, hoping youâd be in.â
My breath caught in my throat, and I was happy that she was still turned away, reaching for a plastic container of treats, so she didnât see my grimace. All the time I had been gone, though I thought of her, I didnât consider that she was missing me, that I was important to her. Iâd
never
make that mistake again.
I carried the laden tray to one of the library tables that marched down the center of the long cement block room. Isadore, with the instincts of someone always hungry, entered, and Hannah silently poured us all some teaâI noticed sheâd already had three cups on the trayâand set the little cookies, pale circles with an almond pressed into the center of each one, on a pretty antique plate.
After a moment of imbibing, I tried
Jack L. Chalker
John Buchan
Karen Erickson
Barry Reese
Jenny Schwartz
Jimmy Fallon, Gloria Fallon
Denise Grover Swank
Meg Cabot
Kate Evangelista
The Wyrding Stone