the woman for him. Never had been. Except for that one night when for a few hours the pain of losing Emma had been diluted and overpowered by the intense rush of lust and passionâ¦
âCâmon, man, sheâs gone. Youâve given it a few weeks, itâs time to move on.â
Gary was right. If sheâd wanted to change her mind she would have done it by now.
âTwo nights in the city, you can crash at my place. A party is just what you need.â
âIâm not exactly in the partying mood, but okay. Iâll stay.â
âOnce the crowd arrives you will be. Just like old times!â
James sighed. Those old times felt so long ago, and to be honest, he didnât know if he wanted anything resembling those days again. Heâd grown up. He wanted more. But Gary was a permanent twenty-one-year-old in a thirty-somethingâs body.
âIâll finish up at work and then Iâll head up. See you in a few hours.â
Heâd arrived to Garyâs inner city apartment with a bag of spare clothes, the most basic of toiletries, and a heavy heart that took all his effort to heave it up to the fifth floor. Dinner and drinks tonight, a harbour cruise tomorrow, and then Garyâs famous first-week-of-December Christmas party that had become an institution among his law friends.
By the time Saturday night had rolled around, James had loosened up. It had been good to get away, if only for a couple of days, to give him a fresh perspective. And God knows heâd been burying himself in work since sheâd left so he didnât have to bury himself in the hurt. But if he kept going at this rate heâd burn out like a wildfire with no more ground to cover.
After reminiscing with old friends, a few others arrived at Garyâs apartment to join the party. A colleague of Garyâs had brought a mate and his girlfriend who was a singer and actress. And the girlfriend had brought a friend.
Stacey.
Also a singer and actress, she had just moved to Sydney to perform a major role in a musical that was starting in January.
âAnd you are?â sheâd asked, when heâd shaken her hand after Garyâs colleague introduced her and his girlfriend. Her green eyes were like emeralds, enticing him with a hypnotic sparkle. He wondered if they were coloured contact lenses, they were so bright.
âJames.â He offered a brief smile, not the slightest bit interested in flirting.
âI knew a James once,â she said. âHe wasnât the nicest guy, but maybe youâll change my opinion of the name after tonight.â She winked, and James had resisted rolling his eyes. Great. A woman on the prowl. Just what ne needed, another potential heartbreak.
But her charm and wit had gradually chipped away at his icy heart, as had the alcohol heâd been drinking, and she became interesting. And sexy. With a great dancerâs physique from years of ballet, sheâd opted for musical theatre instead of dance, and her enthusiasm for her upcoming foray into show business was alluring.
When half the partygoers had left, Gary promised heâd shout a round of drinks at the bar on the corner of his street, which had been the hub of many coming-of-age milestones during his university days. Karaoke dares, the-world-is-my-oyster business discussions, and the odd drunken kiss with random strangers.
James, Stacey, Gary, along with his colleague and girlfriend took a seat at a low round table surrounded by lazy armchairs and a bench against the wall. Their discussions ranged from who made the best cocktails through to the potential for opening up a bar of their own one day to enjoy in their retirement. Stacey and her friend Belinda talked about their theatre training and experiences, and even did a little duet, while a small crowd had formed around them. Her voice was delicious. James found himself increasingly attracted to her beauty and talent and drive. He had that