Their compatibility in bed was only equaled by how incompatible theyâd been at his events. A Friend Indeedâs ball would be the first time heâd see her in his world since their divorce. Sheâd failed miserably when she was his wife. Now heâd see her in a gown, hosting the kind of event sheâd refused to host for him.
âThis is making you nervous.â He paused, probably waiting for her to deny that. When she didnât he said, âWhy?â
She desperately wanted to lie. To pretend nothing was wrong. But that was what had gotten her into trouble with him the first time around. She hadnât told him the truth about herself. She let him believe she was something she wasnât.
She sucked in a breath for courage and faced him. âBecause Iâll know youâll be watching me. Looking for the difference in how I am now and how I was when we were married.â
He chuckled. âIâve already noticed the differences.â
âAll the differences? I donât think so.â
âSo tell me.â
âMaybe I donât want to be reminded of the past.â
âMaybe if you told me about your past, you wouldnât be so afraid. If what youâre fearing is my reaction, if you tell me, weâll get it out of the way and you wonât have anything to fear anymore.â
He wasnât exactly right, but he had made a point without realizing it. Maybe if she told him the truth about her humble beginnings and saw his disappointment, she could deal with it once and for all.
She returned to the dining room and walked around the table, gathering napkins as she spoke, so she wouldnât have to look at him.
âWhen I was growing up my mom just barely made enough for us to scrape by. Iâd never even eaten in a restaurant other than fast food before I left home for university. I met you only one year out of school. And though by then Iâd been wining and dining clients, traveling and seeing how the other half lived, actually being dumped into your lifestyle was culture shock to me.â
âI got thatâa little late, unfortunatelyâbut I got it. We were working around it, but you never seemed to adapt.â
âThatâs because thereâs something else. Something that you donât know.â
Also gathering things from the table, he stopped, peered over at her.
Glad for the distance between them, the buffer of space, she sucked in a fortifying breath. âIâ¦umâ¦my parentsâ divorce was not a happy one.â
âVery few divorces are.â
âActually my mom, sisters and I ran away from my dad.â She sucked in another breath. âHe was abusive.â
âHe hit you?â Anger vibrated through his words, as if heâd demand payback if she admitted it was true.
âYes. But he mostly hit my mom. We left in the nightâwithout telling him we were goingâbecause a charity like A Friend Indeed had a home for us hundreds of miles away in Philadelphia. We changed our names so my dad couldnât find us.â
He sat on one of the chairs surrounding the table. âOh.â Processing that, he said nothing for a second then suddenly glanced up at her. âYouâre not Liz Harper?â
âI am now. My name was legally changed over a decade ago when we left New York.â
âWow.â He rubbed his hand along the back of his neck. âIâm sorry.â
âItâs certainly not your fault that my father was what he was or that I lived most of my life in poverty, always on the outside looking in, or that I didnât have the class or the experiences to simply blend into your life.â
âThatâs why youâre so attached to A Friend Indeed.â
She nodded. âYes.â
A few seconds passed in silence. Liz hadnât expected him to say anything sympathetic. That simply wasnâtCain. But saying nothing at all was worse than a
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