to give him.â
âAbout lessons for his son or daughter?â She unfolded the paper.
âNo, him. Heâsââ
âI donât usually teach men. Just kids and women.â
Because she didnât feel safe alone with a man? âHe seems like a nice guy. Used to be big into running, but now he needs to avoid high-impact exercise. He and his husband are both interested in riding lessons.â
âHeâs gay? Married?â
âThat a problem for you?â He wouldnât have taken Sally for a homophobe.
âNo, not at all. Thatâs actually better. I mean . . .â She shook her head, apparently unwilling to explain further.
Ben guessed that a gay couple was less of a threat than a single heterosexual man. He sure wanted to get his hands on whatever jerk had made her so nervous.
âAre they both beginners?â she asked.
âAndrew, the guy I met, is. His husband used to ride a bit as a kid. Theyâve moved here recently and his husband says they should get into riding. Thatâs how Andrew and I got talking, when he asked how Iâd hurt my shoulder. Anyhow, I told him about Ryland Riding. He says they both want to take lessons, and if it works out theyâd be looking for advice on buying horses. Then theyâd want to board the horses.â
âThat could be some nice business. Thanks, Ben.â
âNo sweat.â Now that sheâd relaxed, he figured he could tease her a bit. âBut knowing how you hate to be beholden to anyone, I guess I should give you a chance to pay me back.â
Her expression turned guarded. âWhat did you have in mind?â she asked coolly.
So much for teasing. âHow about you put together a salad with some of those veggies growing in your garden, and Iâll barbecue burgers? I picked up some ground beef at the butcher in town, and fresh buns at the bakery. Fudge brownies as well.â
When he said âfudge brownies,â her eyes gleamed. Still, she said, âI donât think thatâs a good idea.â
âWhy not?â
âIâm still not comfortable with you being here,â she said stiffly. âNot that I donât appreciate the help. But if you stay, we need to work out some ground rules.â
âFair enough. Letâs do that over dinner.â
The corners of her mouth twitched, then straightened. âWhen Corrie was here, we worked really well together, but when the work was done we went our separate ways. She was a private person like me. We didnât get into each otherâs business.â
He cocked his head. âYou lived side by side, worked together all day, but didnât socialize? You each cooked and ate your meals by yourselves?â That sounded pretty strange and awfully lonely. And not at all like the Sally he used to know.
She nodded. âNeither of us are very social.â
âYou used to be social. On the rodeo circuit, you were the life of the party in the bars where the cowboys and cowgirls hung out.â
A slight, reminiscent smile warmed her face. It died quickly. âI drank too much.â
Sheâd said something like that before, about alcohol making her do stupid things. He searched his memories of seven years back, and shook his head. âNot that I recall. You had fun. And I donât just mean partying. You had friends; you cared about people and helped them out.â
A sad, almost bleak expression darkened her pretty eyes. âI was a different person then. I canât find my way back to being her again.â
That wasnât just sad, but wrong. âSure you can. But you gotta want to. Like that little girl Amanda, determined to find a way back to being the girl she was before she lost a leg.â
Sallyâs lips opened, but no words came out. Was she mad at him? Did she want to say that losing a husband didnât compare to losing the lower part of a leg? To his mind, loss was loss. Of
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