course it changed you, but it didnât have to turn you into a different person.
Or was there something more going on with Sally, tying into her wariness around men?
The woman fascinated him. She always had, but back then the fascination had been superficial. He had been superficial, a cocky wannabe rodeo cowboy. Sheâd been the queen, the glittery flame that drew all the moths. Now, the fire in her was banked down so far that he barely glimpsed a glowing ember every now and then. Damn it, he wanted to see her come to life again. He wanted to see her fire, her warmth, her passion. But if he poked too hard, he might scare her.
âLook,â he said, âyou like efficiency, right? We need to talk about ground rules. And we need to prepare dinner and eat. You do salad, I do burgers, dinnerâs prepared in half the time. We talk while we eat, so weâre multitasking. And you get to share my fudge brownies.â And maybe sheâd share her smile with him.
Well, damned if it didnât work.
She actually gave him a grin. âYou always were persuasive, Ben Traynor.â
âHah. The most I could persuade you into was a dance now and then.â
âYou were too young for me.â
He chuckled. âMaybe. But you put a major dent in my ego when you pointed it out.â
She snorted. âSomeone had to. You had enough cowgirls and buckle bunnies after you. If your egoâd gotten any more swollen, it wouldâve burst.â She studied his face, for once not looking guarded but curious. âYou seem different now. Confident, but not so cocky.â
âItâs been a lot of years. I did some growing up.â
âNot all rodeo cowboys do. What with the buckle bunnies and all,â she drawled.
âYeah, well. Different guys want different things. When you canât remember the name of the woman you wake up next to, seems to me thereâs something wrong.â
âYou think?â she said drily. âSo are you in a serious relationship now?â
He shook his head, pleased that she was interested enough to ask. âWinter before last, after the rodeo season ended and I was back home, I dated a woman Iâd gone to high school with. We got along pretty well, but she was looking to settle down and start a family. Didnât want to do that with a guy who spent most of the year driving from rodeo to rodeo.â
âNo, I can imagine not. And for you, lifeâs all about the rodeo?â
âYeah.â That was the short, easy answer.
She nodded, apparently willing to accept that. A private person, respecting his privacy.
Damn it, that wasnât how he wanted things to be between them. So he went on, speaking slowly as he sorted out his thoughts. âFor now. But that doesnât mean I havenât thought about settling down at some point. I can see the appeal, some years down the road, of being with one woman, of raising kids and teaching them to ride.â
âYeah.â Something glinted in her green eyes, maybe a hint of yearning. âWhat kind of work would you do? Ranching?â
A lot of rodeo cowboys were into ranching, often because their families owned a spread. âMaybe, if I make enough money to buy a ranch. My folks sold theirs a while back. It was grinding them down. Or I could train horses, maybe buy into a partnership with the guy Iâve been working for. Do some weekend rodeo and keep my hand in. It would be okay, I guess.â
âToo bad the timing was off for you and your ex-girlfriend.â
âIt wasnât just the timing,â he admitted. âI couldnât see doing all that stuff with her. The kids; building a life.â
Sallyâs eyes urged him to go on.
âJana was great. We were pretty compatible, but there was something missing.â For him, anyhow. âI liked her a lot, but it didnât go deeper than that.â They sure hadnât had that âyouâre my one
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